Antigone's Release

Let's talk suicide, but if you speak I know you'll lie
If I haven't died, it's because I never tried
No, don't go away, you're entertaining if I may
If I decide to stay, you'll know I lived another day

Oh, no
Here I go again
For another spin
Pacify and grin
Take another hit

Walking after dark, forget the roads forget the park
Watch me play my part, or shoot me down before I start
It was fun in bed, when I replay it in my head
It's with a sense of dread, you felt so cold you could be dead