Lost

{Intro: Jac Starling & Allie Maas}
Stuck in my head
Um, Yeah
Mic level, check
Yeah it's good
Mic levels are like the only thing I can get right
Haha
It's like A-1 like every single time like mic check
Stuck in my head

{Verse 1: Jac Starling]
Together is a word I don't know
Used to doing everything myself
Used to hide away in my room
But I can't do it anymore for my health
Music is my way to vent
But how do I do it when I'm stuck in bed
Overthinking, stuck in my head
Anxiety keeping me upset
But it's always right
Can't take a left when my gut says
That I won't be alright
I question everything I've ever done
In my fucking life
No regrets but regret it all
How do I feel alive
I'll be dead before a goodnight

[Chorus 1: Allie Maas]
Stuck in my head
What is real or a figment
Imagine a world
Where we knew where we're going
Lost, Lost in the city of decisions
Take a chance
Break your heart
And revision

[Verse 2: Jac Starling]
Together is word I don't get
I understand but don't feel yet
Whether it be the third time I got cheated on
Or silence outta friends
Makes me question how to get out
When I make the same mistakes, just not as loud
Got this crazy dependency
Try to be independent but I can't and it's killing me
How can I make it if I'm doing this all on my own
Get in a zone, then I grab a vice, then I fuck it up again, turn to stone
But the vice I got is music
But I can't even do that now
Cause I moved out and am stressed out
No where to record, breathe or mess around
Chase happiness get pain
Chase love and fuck up your brain
Chase life is the main reason I'm not myself
No one to blame

[Chorus 2: Allie Maas and Spencer Henning]
Stuck in my head
What is real or a figment
Imagine a world
Where we knew where we're going
Lost, Lost in the city of happiness
How to gain
Does it work
Hidden weakness

[Verse 3: Jac Starling]
Together is a word I don't want
Lowkey don't think I deserve love
From anyone, I push away bonds
When they get close enough to respond
Act confident on a song
But just wanna push away what is wrong
Hide who I am cause they don't want
A sad friend around all the time
I gotta busy, can't take it
I don't have fun anymore, fake it
I doubt myself, I will not make it
Where I am now, I can not save it cause
I'm lost in my own head
I'm lost in this big world
I'm lost from myself and my love of everything else

[Chorus 3: Allie Maas and Spencer Henning]
Stuck in my head
What is real or a figment
Imagine a world
Where we knew where we're going
Lost, Lost in the city of decisions
Take a chance
Break your heart
And revision
Lost, Lost in the city of happiness
How to gain
Does it work
Hidden weakness