Suicide

[Verse 1: J-MAX]
Lately I been upset, my happiness got up and left
I put a knife to my neck, then I was filled with regret
Now I'm feeling depressed, now I'm feeling stressed
I just wish I could rest, oh my mind is a mess
Honestly I feel so low, I can't let anyone know
I hide I can't let it show, I just want to let go
My life is moving so slow, why do I feel so alone?
Feels like I'm out in the snow, why do I feel so low?

[Chorus: J-MAX]
Yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright

[Verse 2: J-MAX]
I never thought I'd feel this way, I'm feeling worse everyday
Tell myself that I'm okay, I tell myself it's just a phase
The sleepless nights I stay awake, why won't this feeling go away?
I want to see some better days, don't know how much I can take

[Chorus: J-MAX]
Yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright

[Bridge: J-MAX]
I don't want this pain anymore, never felt so ashamed before
I'm sick of crying on the floor, this is the pain we all ignore

[Chorus: J-MAX]
Yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
The pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright, yeah
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my mind, I tell everyone I'm fine, yeah
This pain I have inside is so hard to hide, but I say I'm alright