Until It's Gone

The hands on my clock top turning, pain and sorrow set in
Reality hits me like a brick in the face and the lights are growing dim
The fact that you can't change the past can drive you fucking mad
Sometimes all the you can do is reflect on the e xpreiences that you had
Another sun sets, another day gone by
I don't know if i can forgive myself no mater how hard i try
Because i had so many chances, but i didnt seize the day
And now i'm left alone with the words i never got to say

Bad luck comes so sudden, brings me to my knees
I want so bad to shed a tear but it's harder than it seems
I've spent so much time perfecting the art of holding my emotions in
I know I should let them out but i bottle them up tiem and time again
And I'm sorry I couldn't be there to hold you one more time
Nothing can fill this empty void in my heart
I'll learn to love harder and appreciate what i have
Because you dont know what you've got until it's gone