Cycles

Why these fuckin kids gotta ruin my night
I'm just tryin to get the liquor so I feel alright
I swear if I hear another fuckin girl scream
Ima kill her, therea blood be on everything

Shit
Why do I always think these violent things
I know why I always see death in my dreams
I feel like I'm about to lose my head
Can you tell me where my conscious went?

Pills on pills these kids keep poppin
Takin bars I'm slowly walkin
Through the streets I feel the beat
Of my heart slowly stoppin
There is no fear when you can't feel
How much of this is really real?
Goin on and on again, slowly fading til the end

Im gon take it, im gonna take it
You know that it's not that fake shit
I'm so faded I'm so faded
Comin down you know I hate it
I'm gon get it, I'm gon get it
I know I shouldn't be with it
Im gon lose it, I'm gon lose it
Unless we can fucking use it


Nervous as shit standing in the fucking corner
Waitin for another dose of god damn ammonia
Days gon come when I'm gonna mourn ya
Cept I knew the ugly truth of what's in that soda

I'm so low, can't fuckin speak
Ima stay put that song on repeat
In the bedside is some cyanide
For the day I can't take, so I'll fucking die

From the drugs it seems, and those very dreams, make you want to end it all so quick and clean. So take your vice, and feel nice, cause when it end, there's no fucking after life

Im gon take it, im gonna take it
You know that it's not that fake shit
I'm so faded I'm so faded
Comin down you know I hate it
I'm gon get it, I'm gon get it
I know I shouldn't be with it
Im gon lose it, I'm gon lose it
Unless we can fucking use it