Real Tears

This feels like Summer
Boy you make me feel, (Damn)
So alive
Just be my lover (ha ha)
Boy you lead me to, (I don't even know)
Paradise

Takin antidepressants to take away depression
My heart broke, don't know who did it, just like 9/11
Still in my dog days, but don't all dogs go to Heaven?
Ain't no cure for this stressing, I'm sick of second guessing
But I'm still living, can't complain, cause my life a blessing
My nigga dead and gone away, but that shit teach you lessons
Like, tell your nigga that you love him while he's still here
And show him that you still give a fuck about him while you still can
I'll never change up on my brothers cause they still here
Not knowing when you'll see them next, that's real fear
This pain I'm going through right now, creates real tears
You can judge me all you want, man I don't really care
My destination's too complex, can't even tell you where
Pray Jesus watching over me, and he can take me there
When you had it, you ain't share, now you want me to share
I can't do you like you do me, cause my love is real
Don't want you dead, I just hope that you could go disappear
You left me out to hang, stagnant, like a dog [?] (Yeah)
But I'm gonna shine just like chandelier
You ain't seen him in a minute, now you asking where?
You should have showed that you cared when he was still here
It's fucked up dog, this shit creates real tears
And I ain't bullshitting, this is how I really feel
(Yeah) This is how I really feel (uh)
Man, this shit creates real tears
This shit I'm going through right now, I said it (uh uh)
Man, this shit creates real tears (uh)

Yeah this shit hard OG (ha ha)
But look
Playing me, how you think that's gonna work out?
I put my trust in hoes and they let me down
I never did none of this shit for the clout
I got a son who needs his father, hope you feel me by now
Essentially, I gotta get it regardless of what I do
Yeah they turned their back on me, but never thought it would be you
Is it true, that's nothing new
Ima let you do you, and I ain't even gonna have the blues cause I kinda had a clue
Like every time you gain something, there's something you gotta lose
A little boy, so much joy
I was happy to hear the news
One shot in his back, my brother ain't coming back
And still, to this day, I don't believe that that shit true
But always be you, never change on you
Cause when they ain't around, you only gonna depend on you (huh)
Just keep it real with them, even if the love fake
Remember, Satan was an angel before he was a snake
Remember, it took patience before A Boogie ever ate
Remember, I asked you for help and you would hesitate
I know my grandma waiting for me at them Heaven Gates
A lot of shit been on my mind, I need to meditate
Feel like I'm losing sleep at night and I can't concentrate
They told me it's gonna be my time, but I can't fuckin' wait (Yeah)
But I can't fuckin' wait
They told me it's gonna be my time, but I can't fuckin' wai