Cope

[Verse 1]
Many people have done nothing and still they have lost their lives
So it's a crime for me sit here and still think of suicide
But I can't lie but it's on my mind and it feels like I'm out of time
Don't wanna die but god damn it I just so hard to be alive
I'm sorry
But saying things feels right when you've got little left to think
No I'm not drunk but I may have had some drinks
So say what you need to say to save me from the brink
I'm clinging, fingers bent with the intent of letting myself sink

[Hook]
Down down down
Down down down

[Verse 2]
Thanks to my anxious brain showing me things I can't ignore
I beg no more, but it instead replays every horror I've done before
And what could be, I'm seeing me waging a war against my world
Even the score then die by my hand, a warrior falls on their sword
Look
My feelings don't feel right, I smoke and take my daily pill
Climbing a hill, I'm sisyphus or Tantalus and so I'll never get my fill
Why can't you chill?
I take it all and push it

[Hook]
Down down down
Down down down

[Bridge]
I'm sorry for all that I've done, you had high hopes for me
I'm trying to become someone, but lately I can't see
A reason for this struggle
Not my friends or family
I can't cope with being human
Can't accept reality

[Verse 3]
Be patient
You'll make it
I'm sorry
The world's too much
Don't waste this
Embrace it
I know you're
Still enough

[Verse 4]
If you leave it now
You'll confirm their doubts
That “You couldn't hack it out”
This I can't allow
You can still do good
Atone, be understood
Live just like you should
Like I knew you would
Take it day by day
Show them you don't play
It's not the end, just wait
You will find your way

[Verse 5]
No please don't give up
It's not the final round
I won't let you fall
Down down down
This is not your time
You must hold your ground
I won't let you fall
Down down down