Liquor Bottle

[Verse 1: Herbal T]
I'm not a philosopher but sometimes I need to think
I'm not an alcoholic but sometimes I need to drink
And the drinking and the thinking seem to be co-dependent
Cause when trouble's on mind
That's the way I know to end it
And my brain holds terabytes
But a small fraction of those memories are parasites
And if left uncontrolled
They would grow and take over my soul
Leave a hole and take total control
Of my mind and my energy
And how the f*ck am I supposed to love myself when I'm my own worst enemy?
Try to find the first remedy but nothing works
Pain is the proof that the truth f*cking hurts
And the scars can't be healed by no topical ointment
When you feel like you're just a source of constant disappointment
Looking at yourself as a waste of space
Can make you want to put a gun to your face and that's why

[Hook: Herbal T]
I keep a liquor bottle in the freezer
In case I gotta take it out
And mix me a drink to help me forget all the things in my life that I'm worried about
I keep a glass pipe in the stash box
Just in case I gotta get high
Cause you don't know how things in your life gonna go
Whatcha gonna gotta do to get by

[Verse 2: Herbal T]
Yo
Lime, sugar, ice, and a little bit of rum
I'm gonna slice just a little bit of some
Mint leaves, make a mojito
No necesito
Mucho solo un
Poquito
Just a night cap or two to fight back a few
Voices in my head and if need be I might crack a brew
Get the pipe
Pack a few bowls if I need it
Worked last night so I'm destined to repeat it
On bad nights, I'll get drunk as a mug
Cause it's an easy way to sweep my problems under the rug
I just be partying alone
Bacardi and Patrón
Just a few sips and I'm already in the zone
Temporarily erasing my mind
Fooling myself into thinking that by dealing with sh*t
I'm wasting my time
And reality's a scary place
It can make you wanna put a gun to your face
And that's why

[Hook]