Overpressurize

Is this how life ends?
Is this how you hide your mistakes?
Everything hurts, and I'm lost
I feel useless, and I'm sore

I'll be the worst motherfucker you have ever seen
I'll be the worst fucking monster that has ever lived
I'm tired of your lies, I'm tired of your bullshit
One more word from you and your life will become a pursuit

I can't stand this pressure over me anymore
I'm starting to get used to being fucking sore
I can't fucking help but keep destroying my tomorrow
I will fucking die if nobody stops this sorrow

Watching me suffer is your fucking pleasure, watching me blood as if I were your treasure
Is this what you really were since the beginning, is this the war you've always been winning?
Demons whisper memories at my ears, and I can't forget the times when you were here
You know what? Fuck them

You thought I was in misery, you thought I was a piece of shit
Well, misery's what you deserve, madness will take over your nerves
Only memories keep coming back to me, I thought that time would make them fucking dissapear
All I need is air but you're fucking contaminated, all I need is you but then only hell would remember

I'll be the worst motherfucker you have ever seen
I'll be the worst fucking monster that has ever lived
I'm tired of your lies, I'm tired of your bullshit
One more word from you and your life will become a pursuit

I can't stand this pressure over me anymore
I'm starting to get used to being fucking sore
I can't fucking help but keep destroying my tomorrow
I will fucking die if nobody stops this sorrow

I try to forget, I try to understand but nothing can be done, my whole body is numb
When I close my eyes the only thing I can see is you, I just want to be alone but you just don't fucking let me to
What have I done to deserve this? What does it feel like to be free?
Maybe it's only me, a mistake. Maybe it's only me, a failure? Fuck this

You thought I was in misery, you thought I was a piece of shit
You thought I would fucking collapse, you thought I would quit life perhaps?
You're fucking delusional, aren't you?
You don't fucking know me even though I really know you
The one who laughs last, laughs the loudest; these upcoming times for you will be the hardest

I'll be the worst motherfucker you have ever seen
I'll be the worst fucking monster that has ever lived
I'm tired of your lies, I'm tired of your bullshit
One more word from you and your life will become a pursuit

I can't stand this pressure over me anymore
I'm starting to get used to being fucking sore
I can't fucking help but keep destroying my tomorrow
I will fucking die if nobody stops this sorrow