Ashes

I don't want this life, you can f*cking have it
It's hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or
I roll it up it disappears like magic

Only thing remaining is the f*cking ashes
Scattered on the ground just like how my head is
Wanna take the gun and blow it all to pieces
Never gave a f*ck cause this life has no meaning

I know I'm already crazy
Fake friends, they would never try to save me
Smile to my face then they just betray me
Should I let the angels or the devil take me

Drag me down to hell
Already took my soul, ain't nothing left to sell
Already hate myself and you could probably tell
I don't like it here, please take me somewhere else

Wanna dissapear, I wanna run away
Take the memories, erase them from my brain
Life is boring, everyday is just the same
I feel broken but I don't know what to say

I don't know what to say
Introverted, yeah I need my f*cking space
Please don't ask if I'm okay
I'll just say I'm fine but I never change

I don't want this life, you can f*cking have it
It's hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or
I roll it up it disappears like magic

Magic, burn it all to ashes
Wanted love now I wish I never had it
Do these drugs cause our world is full of madness
Nothing matters, it's kinda tragic

I've been living life with a deathwish
Razors on my wrist, noose around my neck b*tch
Always tired, always fighting my own feelings
I have a sick mind, it's not healing