Goodbye

Allowed the doubt around my peers, so now they act weird
I downed about a thousand beers through-out the past year
Found out the sounds of crowds and cheers, give me mad fear
So now my house and couch are dear, but I'm sad here

Back when I had that dream, you always had to wake me up
And all your backlash seemed to only try to brake me love
And now it's half-past three, my homies tryn'a wake me up
But I don't have that need for all these nights of crazy stuff

I'm crazy enough, without that steam
I'm lazy enough without that weed
I may be in love but I doubt thats me
Cuz' I'm mainly tough, I'm not about that deep...
.... love, I don't seek love, but I guess I need love
To brake me free from, all this cheap fun
Which lately seems dumb

I miss that confidence back when I used to speak up
I miss those consequences, when I left the seat up
I need someone to text me, cause I couldn't sleep apart from you
I need someone to mess me up that shouldn't be too hard for you (that's right)

AND IF I HAVE TO TAKE A BULLET, JUST PROMISE THAT YOU WON'T BE TOO SUPRISED
WHEN IT'S NOT YOU AND I, YOU KNOW I CHOOSE TO FLY, TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE SKY, I DON'T THINK TWO CAN FLY (SO HIGH)

AND IF YOU THINK YOU GOT A CASE, THEN PROVE IT....
IF BABY YOU COULD ONLY CHOOSE A SIDE

I THINK WE'RE THROUGH GOODBYE, DON'T NEED TO PROVE I'M RIGHT, I CAN NOT LOSE TONIGHT, CAUSE I SEE THROUGH YOUR EYES. (that's right)

Well, you kinda had the faith but it wasn't enough
All though we had a bad debate I think I wasn't a shmuck
When I said you can leave, cause you messed with my dream
You're not someone I need, got the rest of my team
And we got a plan but that's not your concern
You don't understand but I thought you could learn
You think that I'm bad, that I want you to hurt
But I'm actually glad you to came on to this earth
To show me your world

But I'm not here to stay girl
I just need to make a plan before I make a move
And I got no time to waste girl, I'll be gone before you finally take your time to choose
And you almost had me going, but hey girl, maybe when I get my shit together I'll come through
Cause I don't wanna see you this way girl
I've had it with these rushed decisions I need something true


AND IF I HAVE TO TAKE A BULLET, JUST PROMISE THAT YOU WON'T BE TOO SUPRISED
WHEN IT'S NOT YOU AND I, YOU KNOW I CHOOSE TO FLY, TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE SKY, I DON'T THINK TWO CAN FLY (SO HIGH)

AND IF YOU THINK YOU GOT A CASE, THEN PROVE IT....
IF BABY YOU COULD ONLY CHOOSE A SIDE

I THINK WE'RE THROUGH GOODBYE, DON'T NEED TO PROVE I'M RIGHT, I CAN NOT LOSE TONIGHT, CAUSE I SEE THROUGH YOUR EYES. (that's right)