Lucidity

[Verse 1: Gem CoDE]
See I get up get out; now I'm on my way to you
Try to keep it simple; but shit, it sound so deep to you
Cruising through life with a loaded blut
Some days I wish it was a loaded gun...so I could
End the misery; wish i had a time machine to see
What the future holds for me
See, the present is a gift I would mind returning b
See, my baby mama left me and she took the kids too
Then I lost my job, lets just say that's strike two
Strike three would have to be my lack of sleep
Cause i've been grinding late trying to find a way to eat
See, I been thinking should I shoot?
Or put my feet in concrete
See if I can swim deep
Nigga, living ain't cheap
If the lord is my shepherd; guess that i'm that black sheep
My niggas tell me chill, my mind tell me different things
Like "nigga, jump. trust me you don't need the wings"

[Hook 1: Gem CoDE 2X]
They say that angel sing..
I....I wonder what demons do
Wonder what demons do
Wonder what demons do

[Verse 2: Gem CoDE]
I'm thinking twice look at a picture that my daughter drew
Damn, shes only two
Man, shes only two
Conscious screaming "stupid motherfucker SHOOT!"
They left five weeks ago and never thought about calling you
Nigga, they ain't missing you
You know what you should do?
Treat that ratchet like a flute, and blow your brains aways
And as he's shooting, the phone's ringing
Keeps ringing; rings again
And at this point his voice mail is answering..
Shorty on the other side..so passionate
Baby screaming,"where's daddy at? where's daddy at?"

[Hook 2: Gem CoDE 2X]
See, daddy's posted up in a puddle of his blood
Crazy that he died thinking no one gave a fuck
All he needed was...love
All he needed was love