Try So Hard

[Intro]
Rippa On The Beat, b*tch

[Chorus]
I'm sorry, mama
You can't save me from this lifestyle, yeah
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so hard
You can't save me from this lifestyle
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so...

[Verse 1]
Hard, all this sh*t breakin' me apart
Wanna get down on my knees and pray to God
But I don't know where to start
Guess I'll start by askin'
Why the f*ck I gotta play with these cards?
But these the ones that I was dealt
Way too much pride to ask for help
I was on that block by myself
Glock in my belt
When I go to sleep, it's on the pillow
Feel my bed too far from the shelf
Gotta keep it close
They ridin' with you but they ain't your folks
I know a lot of n*ggas hatin' on the low
They know Lil Peezy from the Grove
Same place I ride and die for
Oh, you a killer, b*tch? What you hidin' for?
They shoot him dead, eyes closed
My time comin', I know
You hatin', suck a di*k and die slow
I can't go without my iron, feel like I'm losin' my mind
Ain't go up and stop making my kind
Ain't no lying in my rhymes
I can't fake it
I promise I'll chase a n*gga down for four acres
With a Glock with no safety
They pray I don't make it
Ridin' with a .40, still smokin' on papers
I'll give you my heart but I promise I'll never chase you
A n*gga stress and downin' Hennessy with no chaser
I'm sorry, mama
You can't save me from this lifestyle
This sh*t get crazy when it's lights out

[Chorus]
I'm sorry, mama
You can't save me from this lifestyle, yeah
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so hard
You can't save me from this lifestyle
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so...

[Verse 2]
I tried to paint you a picture
All this pain taking over my brain, can't get rid of it
All these n*ggas changin' up for the fame, what we livin'
This sh*t crazy, they'll blow out your brains for a lil' penny
Penitentiary chances, that's what they takin' up in the kitchen
Whippin' grits 'cause nobody got it, the fiends trippin'
I ain't sh*t, word to the b*tches tryna get with it
I ain't got no time for the f*ckin' huggin' and kissin'
Look surprised
Close your mouth 'fore somethin' fly in it
I put the bullsh*t to the side, I'm tryna stack up my benjis
Ain't no more sexual intercourse with all these random women
My mama was too late to save me, I was too deep up in it
But I tried
I be out here makin' my moves, yeah, I try
Peezy P done paid his dues, I don't know why
They still want me to lose but I try
You can't walk a mile in my shoes, yeah, I try
If you told, turned your back on me, or lied
Then I promise you, you ain't no friend of mine
I'm smokin' pressure, pourin' fours while I slide
That heater on me 'cause it's cold outside
If you told, turned your back on me, or lied
Then I promise you, you ain't no friend of mine
I'm smokin' pressure, pourin' fours while I slide
That heater on me 'cause it's cold outside

[Chorus]
I'm sorry, mama
You can't save me from this lifestyle, yeah
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so hard
You can't save me from this lifestyle
It ain't your fault, it's my own
sh*t get crazy when it's lights out
I'm tryna find my way home
I try, I try, I try so hard
I try, I try, I try so...