Speak Silently

Don't make me into another excuse
Just a second target for you to accuse
Speak silently, let me know that I'm alright
I want to be your reason to stay up all night

I'm just so stuck wondering
Will you ever let me know
Will I ever be able to let go

Please don't let this fall apart
Just make sure that you remember
That I'm trying my best I promise
And I know that my rights are fewer than my wrongs
And I know that the rain is falling
But please won't you hear me calling
Give me any chance, you know I'll take it
Won't you give me a reason to stick around

So I'm holding on
I'm standing strong
I'm waiting for a better set of days
And I'm trapped in my old ways

I'm holding on
I'm standing strong
I'm gonna prove you wrong


And I know that the times are changing
Days are turning into nights
Stop blaming me for trying to be the one that you need
Even though you might not need me at all
I'm just an unwanted boy hoping to be played with
Lost and searching for a reason to stay
I never meant for it to be this way
And yet I still continue to let you down
Play me the symphony of the broken hearted
Because I hate the fact that I'm not enough for you

Tie me up and push me over the fucking edge

So I'm holding on
I'm standing strong
I'm waiting for a better set of days
And I'm trapped in my old ways

I'm holding on
I'm standing strong
I'm gonna prove you wrong

Don't make me into another excuse
Just a second target for you to accuse
Speak silently, let me know that I'm alright
I want to be your reason to stay up all night