Hazel

After a while she walks in to a room
the pockets of her jacket filled with glue
into which she has stuffed her fingers
I am stuck
we all get sometimes
and then she smiles but I just cannot read her mind
sometimes her smile does not reach her eyes and I am trying to say sorry
do not lie
we all lie sometimes
but not now

I change my outfit everyday
I say those things that I think you would like to hear me say
I do things I normally wouldn't do just to make you let me spend a while with you
silly silly silly silly me

She lights a fag and she sits on the floor, her face buried in that mass of hair
god I thought I knew her color...
I dont know nothing
so I look up but it looks like she has left worried that shes going to kill herself
but she just went to the bathroom and I laugh
we all laugh sometimes
just not now

I change my outfit everyday
I say those things that I think you would like to hear me say
I do things I normally wouldn't do just to make you let me spend a while with you
silly silly silly silly me