Dear Ninja

Dear Ninja

I'm writing because I miss you

I'm writing because typing ain't enough for me to issue how much right you were in the past but I'm past that it's not an issue but let me continue before I grab another tissue- I'm sorry
I'm sorry we fell in love and I climbed out and left you and fucked off sucking other dick to swallow my guilt to dismiss you but I miss you- I mean I'm sorry I hate I made mistakes too but what's good without the bad in a human to make love to, the things we got into- you used to enter me like a train through a tunnel, as fast as a bullet flies out of the muzzle, I'm a cookie you crumbled- holding the bed sheets tight till my knuckles popped like a bubble (and by the way I struggled to push back because my leg muscle double-buckled as you kept digging your shovel in my rubble)
I'm sorry I was trouble
I'm sorry I needed space like a space shuttle
But there's no man on my moon for me to cuddle at night
I would turn dyke to have a threeway with you tonight with any girl that you like
I think I maybe just might kill myself if I don't see you
Kill myself cuz I miss you
Kill myself because it's easier to live no life without you
You don't know how much pain that I've fucking been through
Every slit on my wrist represents each day that I miss you
All the guys that I've fucked look almost exactly like you
And I dream we have babies that also look just like you
So when they're grown they can fuck mummy as hard as they want to
And it's better because they'll have dicks a lot bigger than you
And I have more holes than my pussy if that's what they are into
Way more holes than you think, that's why they call me see through
And you won't ever understand many dicks have tried to push through
I'm a suicidal bicycle without the front tyre
Tiring, cycling a bomb to a couple of guys to show em real fire
Full-time dick sucking bitch whore who ain't gonna retire
So who's gonna buy her if not you?
I can't go to sleep but I always fall asleep checking your instagram feed to feed my horny needs when I finger fuck myself till I bleed
And I fucking hate it sometimes when my fingers ain't up to speed
So I use different objects to fill in the void in-between my legs
I beg, I beg, I beg you come back
I hear you making more money now lets say a couple stacks
And bitches be loving you up, down, left, right to front and back
That's a lot of faces than usual that I need to fucking slap
And by the way I'm okay, I'm just bandaged up like a mummy
I'm a self-art from self-harm you should really see my body
And if I ever see you again I'mma fucking CUT you so silly
Put your dick in a box and put that box in my pussy you fucking pussy
I'll rip out your heart with my nails to see how it fails when you fuck with my feelings harder than myself off the rails
Making a couple sales now you think you're the new Prince of Wa
Ies
I mean you ain't even Welsh but you wish you were English your foreign bitch I ain't finished I'm a vicious witch giving kisses to break wishes with other mistresses my malicious vision to eat with the richest bitches like it's a religious mission
I'm delicious in submission
So what's your fucking position?

Lots of love
Your bitch

P.S - I left some cocaine in the freezer last night when I was tryna suck your dick without waking you up