Heal

I pushed away
All that could hurt me
I didn't mean to
It's all that was certain
According to life
I did that right
Maybe it's time
To close the curtain
It's my downfall
To whom I hurt
It's not like that
It's my burden
With all that it seems
I see it in my dreams
The pain that I've caused
Makes me so uncertain

I need time
To heal myself
For all that I said
I could use some help
Therapy roads
I'm coming home
Healing myself
So that I know

I see the effects
Of choices I made
It's almost like
I have my own cage
Evidently
Sometimes I scream
To break myself
And put it together
Plus when I'm down
I see it all around
Turning the tides
I'm hearing the sounds
Make some mistakes
Of choices we made
Nevertheless
Obviously impressed

I need time
To heal myself
For all that I did
I could use some help
Therapy roads
I'm coming home
Healing myself
So that I know

The problem with that
I see it in myself
Making a candid repair
Justifying my worth
With all that I know
I could be coming home
In a sense
That I will have some growth
To whom it concerns
I play my part
I do as I'm told
I know that I am not first
I could do it again
Maybe make sure that I win
Baby the tide's going in
The story ends with fin
Pull it together
I'm better than that
Put myself on a pedestal
No, I won't do that

I need time
To heal myself
For all that I did
I could use some help
Therapy roads
I'm coming home
Healing myself
So that I know
I need time
To heal myself
For all that I did
I could use some help
Therapy roads
I'm coming home
Healing myself
So that I know
I need time
To heal myself
For all that I did
I could use some help
Therapy roads
I'm coming home
Healing myself
So that I know
I need time
To heal myself
For all that I did
I could use some help