Fuckin' Gangsta

[Verse 1]
I'm fantastic, as ever than you bein' clever
I am havin' trouble with breathin' cause I have a feelin' that I'll be leavin' my dads house like a mouse in a book one time I read, it was years ago before I created my alter ego, sinister
I am a only child, I ain't got a sister
I started of with rap at 16, when I was at school
I wrote raps at class, showed them off in the P.E class
I claimed it was better than songs at mass
I felt like a fuckin' clown
I also hated school, it wasn't cool
I had too much problems, like bullies
Kick them in the gollies, whack them dead til they have blood gushin' from their fuckin' head
I bet, I'll get the strengh that I need to go through life with, without wantin' to end it with meth
I get so insecure, I am right for sure
I am so confused too, I don't know who to go to, the path I want to choose
Shit, is poppin', I'm rockin' the hell out myself
[Hook]
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like I am
[Verse 2]
I'm a hard nut, I think I am
I can't stay calm, when someone gets me angry
I get so fuckin' damn mad like a nutcase lad
But please dad, I'm annoyed a lot
Even the bullies got me wantin' to turn to pot
Cause my life is down and out, like a homeless
I think I am so fuckin' good, but evil inside me go through me shit
I am through of some of this fuckin' shit, not a little bit
Cause I am shit when I give a hit like a girl, I'm a sissy boy
I hate the fact that I don't have a gat to shoot fuckers in the face to cut to the fuckin' damn chase
Bloody hell, when did bloody became a swear, well
Maybe I've entered another year, time travel
I'mma be the killer of Marvel, I hate how Spiderman became better than Batman but that is life and superheroes with the best power get the best status
I'mma state this, cause shit is going down a little bit
But while I rap shit, call me crap cause life fuckin' bringin' in a hit, to me cause I hate how fuckers wanna fuck with me
I am fuckin' mad cause my life is fuckin' badder you see
If that is a word, I am wording it, wording shit
Like I'm wording shit when I'm working it
But I rhyme like a maniac, I am the bad of rap
That is a fact cause I rap the most vicious rhymes that you'll ever hear like me killin' a queer when he's screaming for his fuckin' life, get a knife stab him in the heart cause he was a male tart
My rap is art, those who don't think so
I'mma sink yo like the Titanic I'mma sink yo in the ocean hoe
I'mma damn fuckhead, maybe that's why I am retarded
[Hook]
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like I am
[Verse 3]
I am sick and tired, I keep sayin' that
But no other way to explain the pain I'm feelin'
I fight with my ex all the time, she's a fuckin' bitch
Thinkin' she can fuck me up, she can't
She's a fuckin' bitch like snitch
The way I feel about her is what I feel about me gettin' fuckin' told that the swaggy walk I do is a gangsta walk too
I hate how people call me a gangsta, I am not I am not gonna overdose with pot
You fuckin' prick fucks, I might just be a gangsta
It would be better than the life right now
I am lyrical all the way, I am the lyrical gangsta then hen
You bitch like to sin, maybe I do too
I am a sinner all the way, I'mma killer too
I'll kill ya with a fuckin' shoe
Kill ya with an axe, chop off your head and who's gonna be next
My other ex, the one who almost broke my fuckin' nose near the college, the fuckin' bitch
Her friend never helped me, she watched like she loved the pain I was feelin'
I was gonna fuckin' kill the bitch with a knife, fuck her up with a knife to stab her in the guts, laugh while she's spittin' blood and dying, maybe screaming
I'm dreamin' of a night day, I night time rhyme in my room
[Hook]
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like it
I ain't a fuckin' gangsta, though I act like I am