Good Mourning

I hate myself and every single fucking thing
Breathe in, breathe out, calm down, i grind my fucking teeth
Im really trying hard although its hard to see
I climb into my bed and cry beneath the sheets
I watch my favourite show or play a song and sing
But im still really sad, this isnt really me...

Im falling now to pieces
Will I ever be alright?
Im falling now to pieces
Will I fall asleep tonight?
If you could even feel me
You might just see why
Im falling now to pieces
Woah...

"hey captain where you been? its been a couple weeks..."
Losing it. now, i need to breathe

Im falling now to pieces
Will i ever be okay?
Im falling now to pieces
And i ain't hearing a word you say
I wonder if it's even
Worth a smile on my face
Im falling now to pieces
Woah

Im stuck here in this hell my face is gonna melt
Im playing all alone its the worst pain ive felt
So much to do and i just do it all myself
Im really dying here and you can't even tell

YEAH//YAY
I never thought that i would be this way
The sun is out and i feel rain
Collapsed in the bathroom can't feel my brain
YOU DONT GET ME. YOU CAN NOT BE THE SAME


Trapped in a slump im really loosing my mind
I hate school i hate work i hate everything im running out of time
My motivaton lacks, the worlds crashing down right in front of my eyes
Fuck, fuck, ok...

Alright

I stare up at the ceiling, hoping itll cave right in
All these rappers fake it, all these kids play pretend
But im serious, joy is my only wish
Now im this many (19!), God please let it end

[GOD]

Okay!

Im not falling now to pieces
I think im going to be okay!
Im not falling now to pieces
And i ain't hearing a word you say
I finally beat the demon
I wear a smile on my face
Im not falling now to pieces
Woah


ITS TOO LATE FOR THAT!

{BEEZLEBUG}

I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU WHEN YOU'RE SITTING CLASS
OR ON A WALK OR WATCHING HERONS WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BLAST
OR, WHEN YOURE REMINISCING, WISHING YOU COULD BE IN THE PAST
YOU ARE MINE, ALL THE TIME, I WONT LET YOU LAST

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
I WANT TO RIP YOUR ARMS

OUT THE SOCKET AND SCOOP OUT ALL OF YOUR BRAINS

(captain macaroni)

Theres much more to life than pain

{BEELZEBUG}

BUT ILL STAY, REMAIN

AND HAUNT YOUR DREAMS AT NIGHT

COS WERE IN THIS TOGETHER
5EVER
RIGHT?


(captain macaroni)

Im falling now to pieces
Will i ever be okay?
Im falling now to pieces
And i ain't hearing a word you say
I wonder if it's even
Worth a smile on my face
But im falling now to pieces
Woah


Im falling now to pieces
Im really going to fucking die!
Im falling now to pieces
And this song will tell you why!
Cos trying to be happy
Is just a waste of time
Im falling now to pieces
Woah


I hate myself, today was shit, dont think ill make it to tomorrow