No Peace

I think I think too much when I'm by myself
Being with me for one day , you could never tell
Be with me for 3 months, then maybe you can tell
Why my life is mess why my mind is such a hell
Can't never have a smile, so I always fake it
Cuz my teacher told me I should fake it till I make it
But This shit is not workin , I've been fakin my whole life
This path ain't goin no where I should end it with a knife
That's what satan tells
"Nigga why you here for"
Can't end it now, I got way too much to live for
This why I don't say fuck it, the people that I fw
Can't survive, without my presence they life just become a nothing
Something without no future , a life that won't go farther
I ain't grow up with no mother but I grew up with a father
That was in financial crisis , I ain't know where to get water
Now I'm back to my own buisness , make my presence be felt louder
As i sit up on this rooftop , wonder bout the world
When it's gon end, when it's gon curl
When is it gon be my time
To the point, I can't survive
Hope it's no where near my prime
Legacy need to align