Turmoil

[Intro]
Drowning in turmoil
I got inner turmoil
Kept my thoughts foiled
Still got inner turmoil
Not gettin' along with people
I am far from loyal
Hit full throttle
I got inner turmoil

[Verse 1]
This foul segment had me butting heads and
I built up aggression, now I am involved
Panting as I approach
I just broke a fall
Somethings rushing to my head, it's become obsessive
Balled up my fists, mumbling under my breath
Avoiding tension, mouthing words with hesitation haunting each step
A grim aura developing instead of them barging in
By any means necessary, proceed and off with their heads, yeah!
A monster's in me
It's been working through me
Fumed by condescending fools now lava's penting
Fuels are coursing through the canal
I finally came to my census before I drowned in inception, do not interject it and since we're in this together, I'm taking ya with me
I dipped my toe in the water, I was tempted, had to check it
It wasn't the wisest method, but I watch y'all get leaded
I been fed so much, I am fully congested

[Hook ×2]
Drowning in turmoil
I got inner turmoil
Head space like a coil
I got inner turmoil
Not gettin' along with people
I am far from loyal
Hit full throttle
I got inner turmoil

[Verse 2]
Left, right, north, east, south and west
Coming in all directions, I'll be doused inside of this mess
Drama's sneaking through the door, secrets crawling under skin
Washed up has-beens in the fold that can tap into my head (dome!)
A collage put together
Succeed their expectations they'll be shook that you met 'em
Tethered with print on the letters for better or worse
Pursuing happiness lacks the perks
I'm leaning on the edge of the Earth
A behemoth that walks your turf
Even dysfunctional families stay in the works
Fought giants since childbirth, converging hunger and thirst
I'm gullible to think you brought light in my life 'cause you only gave me shade, a shame that you're named a bright
Looking at me side ways, do I need to be up right?
Your peers dictating your life
That's a double-sided knife!
It's a small world
Mess with the bull and you get the horns

[Hook ×2]
Drowning in turmoil
I got inner turmoil
Head space like a coil
I got inner turmoil
Not gettin' along with people
I am far from loyal
Hit full throttle
I got inner turmoil

[Verse 3]
I've hit rock bottom and I've peaked the epitome
The boiling point that's starting to get to me
Biting with bigger teeth
A rival I can't defeat
Unleashing my inner-beast, tryna find inner-peace
You picking and snick at me
I'm sick and tired of the fun and games
Gotten down to the wire, somehow, I still remain
My last supplier can't provide the cane
Been running your mouth, go catch a plane
Plain and simple, I'll watch you from the window pane
Created a divergent, that's not the sole purpose
Sold it, now I'm soulless, so this how it's determined
Sew back what's deterrent
Concerned at the moment, considering the circumstances
Y'all in an intersection with thoughts of the same deception
Resorting other options
Retorting out of gossip
Peel back every layer and get more than you've bargained
'Cause I'm internally filled with tear gas, a walking bugaboo and this is a lack-luster cluster you've brought me into

[Refrain]
Drowning in turmoil
I got inner turmoil
Kept my thoughts foiled
Still got inner turmoil
Not gettin' along with people
I am far from loyal
Hit full throttle
I got inner turmoil

[Outro]
Love yourself or hate yourself
I love myself and hate myself
My surroundings made me who I am
My surroundings made me who I am
I'm in a predicament, in a predicament, in a predicament
And it's unsettling, it is unsettling, it is unsettling
This external tumult has me agitated
This internal mayhem's making me frustrated
Got plenty issues, got other problems
My surroundings made me who I am
Hit full throttle
I embrace the turmoil