This Is It My Love

[Intro]
This is as far as you go!

[Hook: youngmindtrip]
I got friends saying I ain't real
But they don't care how I feel
Talkin bout suicide week
While I stare down a bottle of pills
I got friends saying that I'm fake
Acting like shit's just great
Yeah they say they love me, but can't look at my face
I got friends saying I ain't real
But they don't care how I feel
Talkin bout suicide week
While I stare down a bottle of pills
I got friends saying that I'm fake
Acting like shit's just great
Yeah they say they love me, but can't look at my face

*beat switch*

[Intro: Kellan Breen]
DCR tha gang!

[Verse: youngmindtrip]
Bitch I'm Youngmindtrip
Used to shoot right Off the Rip
Used to live up in the cloud, but nowadays I ain't off the shits
Yeah I quit smokin weed, now I pop pills just to sleep
Yeah I got this pressing question
Why do these people look up to me?
I ain't-I ain't got the answers I'm just another burnout
Almost lost my mom to cancer so that other shit don't hurt now
I just wanna smoke my weed, pop these pills, and fade-away
But I wake up in the morning and I just start another day
Yeah these thoughts are laying dormant, but my mind, it tends to stray
Fill my day up with distractions just to put my mind at bay
Cop some Door
Dash watch my shows, and-and then I hit the hay
Well I guess this goes to show materials things won't stop the pain
Living like a crash dummy
But now I save my money
My life feels like a joke, but that shit ain't fuckin funny
Fuck a scene
RIP to Mac, my idols six feet deep
Still got Scrim and still got Ruby, but it ain't been the since we lost Peep