Alcoholic Tendencies

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Say im sorry momma / smokin all this marijuana / i didn't want to but i had to / always sparkin up in school / i know you didn't want me doin' these types of things / but im hurtin' inside and nobody's listening
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Snuck a 24 pack inside my cooler / chuggin that shit wishin it tasted smoother / but i couldn't stop so i got something stronger / sum that'll get me drunk and maybe last longer / if you ask me im not an alcoholic / i consider myself to be quite ironic / cause i used to hate when my dad was drunk / now look at me countig all the drinks i snuck / water bottle full of liquor still isnt good enough / but i dont care im still gonna drink that stuff / cause it helps keep my emotions supressed / drinking goes hand in hand with the depressed / it's not daily / but i been feelin' empty lately / i kinda hate it / but i love gettin' faded / takin' drinks to school and im drinkin' in the bathroom / stayin up at night my eyes glued to the moon
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Say im sorry momma / smokin all this marijuana / i didn't want to but i had to / always sparkin up in school / i know you didn't want me doin' these types of things but im hurtin inside and nobody's listening /
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Drinkin' down my favorite bottle / but im stuck in my mind with the thoughts i fondle / memories of a happier me / memories that weren't filled with fucking codeine / im the only one that knows of my sorrow / everyday wonderin' if i'll last till tomorrow / cause the thoughts are gettin deep / and im drinkin' till i fall asleep / im not tryna deal with the hauntings of each drink / but i can't stop and im too drunk to think / say im sorry mom i think im addicted to alcohol / no one to talk to cause no ones answerin' my calls / now im all alone / still drunk but i got nowhere else to go / no where else to go