Friendsick

[Intro]
(Where are you now?)
Oh, I (What are you doin'?)
(Where are you now?)
Oh, I (What are you doin'?)
[Verse 1]
Wonder if they're okay
All so close, yet feel so far away
Hittin' backspace, figuring out what to say
Got nothing goin' on tomorrow, so I think ‘bout yesterday
I wanna go back to the car rides
Late nights, long talks, need to calm my
Nerves down, leave town, hangin' on tight
Something's not right, I should stop by
You don't want to share what's happenin' like a patent
Went from being a team to team captains
Used to ride shotgun, now, not even back end
Thinkin' I don't do enough, am I a bad friend?
We can go a long time without speakin'
Meet and pick right back up whеre we left off
I keep sеnding texts just hopin' I'll reach them
I'm all out of luck, so, I'll try a phone call
[Chorus]
Now I'm so friendsick
When I'm tryna go left, you decide to go right
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Wish the stars would align, wanna see you all shine
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
If we ain't go our separate ways, then we got busy lives
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Yeah, I'm so friendsick


[Verse 2]
In a bunch of group chats that's inactive, abandoned
Another new class I'll move past and be stranded
Won't get to double back, just like that, they can vanish
Is it too much to ask to just bask in the moment
Sit back and relax with my homies?
Fissures from the cracks forming slowly
I just wanna laugh uncontrollably
It's rough out here
I been screaming and crying, throwing up out here
"What's up?" I hear (Not much out here)
Left on read daily
Concentrating
On what everybody's doing and the envy plagues me
Hardly workin' on myself, things don't look too gravy
I think I've heard enough next times, maybes
I ain't going out sad, I'm sewing us back together
Breathe a sigh of relief like closing a tab
And whether we can link in a blink, got grub we can grab
I'll treasure what I know I do have
And that is my friends
[Chorus]
Now I'm so friendsick
'Cause I miss my day ones, OGs from the start
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Did we really grow up or did we just grow apart?
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
I met some on the way, but how many of them stayed?
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Yeah, I'm so friendsick


[Bridge]
Oh, my
Phone's dry
Oh, I
Oh, I
[Chorus]
Now I'm so friendsick
I been trusting my gut and now I got a hunch
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Adulting sucks, should've known from the jump
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Waiting for a reply, we have less free time
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
Yeah, I'm so friendsick
[Outro]
So, I'll keep calling
And I'll call-in
And I'll call-in, just to check on you (Friendsick)
So, I'll keep calling
And I'll call-in
So, I'll call-in, just to check on you (Friendsick)
So, I call-in
And I'll call-in
And I'll call-in, just to check on you (Where are you now?)
So, I'll keep calling
And I'll call-in
So, I'll call-in, just to check on you (What you doin', what you doin'?)
So, I'm