Life

(Verse)
Feelin' like i won't see the horizon
Inna dark room of 'life', and i can't see inside it
Lookin' for the light, pray that I get enlightened
Ain't nobody like me, their playin' their fuckin lyin yuh
I'm just too caught up into the thought of dyin'
It's like a vibe present at all times
It takes my all to fight it
Feel like im on the edge jus barely holding onto the side' it
I try to hide it, but sometimes i just can't
I'm so fuckin' done that i dont even understand
Try to make a stand but it feels like its out of my hands
Life is like, you try to advance, but can't cuz it has other plans
Like damn doe, where the warning at?
I feel so unimportant, im ignorin' my own glory, ya
Never gonna win, i dont allow myself to be victorious
Happiness is horrid when you feel like you forcin it all da fuckin time
Livid in the mind
Scribblin in this in for the blind;
Ego is the villain of our kind
Wake up in a lie, and open your mind to find
That you only need your own
I know im preachin' for the long
Bitch im preachin' til im on
And im liftin' off the muhh fuckin ground
Im so high, i'll never come down
Try to keep pushin' until yer found
Yeea!