Eulogy

[Intro: Hoff & Connor]
Shit ain't as hard as it used to be
Thought by now you'd be used to me
Right now can't buy you jewelry
So, I'll keep writing these eulogies
I praise you like you've been gone
But really you're in my phone
I need you here by my side
I'm praying you come on home

[Verse 1: Ibukun]
Hit it, spilt it, finish
What I started, never quit it
Stay with it, grabbing the chalice and I sip it
Middle digit, fuck you and your spirit
I dont fear it, so I attack it
Look-
This for the ave
This for my niggas thats running around tryna run from the past
They killing their livers
And fucking them bitches
And counting them figures, hope money will last
They break down their problems by puffing the grass
I break down my problem with pen and a pad
The clique is still buzzing
And niggas get cut
And the world ain't got clippers but fading the blacks
You can come try and be "King of the Youth"
I'll just abide and be kin with the truth
You pale in comparison, hail to your roots
I bring to fruition laborious fruits
It's awesome how they ignore law when it suits
Niggas not crippin' but lost to the blue
Niggas not crippin' but lost to the blue
Taking my time but I'm plotting the coup

[Verse 2: Eric]
I was lost, but then I found you on the way
My days were bright, so used to skies of gray
You brought better days
I'm thinking 'bout May
I'm thinking 'bout flowers
I'm thinking 'bout you
You're lost in my mind, I'm lost without you
Long nights in my room with nothing to do
You hated how I was always out with my crew
You calling my phone, you actin' brand new
You starting to act out, I'm acting confused
Like: Whose fault it is that I don't have a clue?
It's the coldest of winters
I stare at the plates of all of these cold dinners
'Cause I can't eat
I stare at these four walls alone in the night
'Cause I can't sleep
Bitch I feel weak
And I roll my weed up to get myself back up on my two feet
Do you feel me?
Do you feel me?

[Chorus: Jared]
You don't what it's like to be alone
Nothing right by your side to call your own
I'm all by myself wishing you had a clone
I hate this house I'm in that's why I consider you home
(x2)

[Verse 3: Hoff]
I got truth in my pupils, I'm putting proof in the pudding
They said that I could live without you, but I tried and I couldn't
Without your presence I'm a menace, girl you keep me in check
Imma need you by my side, without you what is a flex?
Life is what you make it, shit I'm tryna make it with you
I know trusting isn't easy but baby, this is true:
You're my strength, you're my weakness, everything in between
I just write you all these verses just to show what I mean
How long's it take to live a life? That's my favorite question
Well shit, long as I'm living then its a fucking blessing
See I been feeling week
I'm losing hours of sleep
And I'm hearing Lucifer creep
I think I'm feeling his teeth and
Now all my smiles is fake but fuck it, just get to the cake
I had demons on my plate, you come through and clean my slate
And in this wicked hate you remind me that I'm great
They really think they blowing up but shit they 'bout to deflate
They following my footsteps, I lay out pins and needles
I don't keep the weapon but just know my squad lethal
And all you boys see-through, almost like I'm telepathic
And these bastards stay rapping like the snapping but it's not happening, bitch

[Outro: Jared & Connor]
You don't what it's like to be alone
Nothing right by your side to call your own
I'm all by myself wishing you had a clone
I hate this house I'm in that's why I consider you home