Relapse

(Yeah)
In a room full of people
I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back left corner by the bar
I'm stressin', textin' on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink, but I don't drink anymore
I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk I wound up passed out on the bathroom floor

Wasted, shitfaceded
I wasted too much time
Trying to numb a pain, feel nothing
And ease my mind
I spend two years of tuition in college
But I lost it, my ambition, it went missing
So I... started drinking

I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it calls me...)

(Relapse...)
Free your mind
(Relapse...)
Just one time
(Relapse...)
You'll be fine
(Relapse...)
Fuck that

Self medicated, heavily sedated
Understated that I hated every last part of who I was
Who I was or who I'd become
I was numb, I was dumb, I was foolish, I was young
Took me two whole fucking years to get back where I started from

The bottom of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse to lose it all
Now...

I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it calls me...)

(Relapse...)
Free your mind
(Relapse...)
Just one time
(Relapse...)
You'll be fine
(Relapse...)
Fuck that

(Relapse...)
Free your mind
(Relapse...)
Just one time
(Relapse...)
You'll be fine
(Relapse...)
Na, I'm good

I found solace staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace staring soul-less
At the bottom