The People I Let Own Me

I - R

No, is that defeat on my fucking neck? I think so
You played with break effects
Don't fucking think you're working out, think psycho
Drugs aren't for you. I empowered you more than you. I thought i found a soul to share what I found out about this fucked up world
I had slept normally until I met you formally, horribly in love
Substance couldn't save me
You used to tell me that you couldn't hit small amounts of cannabis, like what the fuck is that. I guess the H was all you had
Time for
Make sure you take care of him
Make sure you don't care about him
Make sure it's something that you could've hid
Make sure it's something that couldn't kill you
Man I coped, but I was broke so it appeared to be nothing wrong
The way you had to take up my mind
Is something worth saving?
Me forgot
I don't knit, I don't quit, but I give up a lot
Eyes done it
You zoned in on my weaknesses
Addicted to much more than your smile


II - L

Last time I'll ever even want to get that bad again
You're always stuck in an aggressive mindset I can't cope with
But honestly I lost track
My existence wasn't there for you to be a fucking bitch
For once just try to make it switch
I connect with people who admire me for someone more than what you do admire me for

I feel fixed and I'm ready to go in

Fade back in. I don't feel the same
Still alone? I still feel the same
You're the worst
Wish we stayed apart
5 year straight depress on the charts
5 years on. Your still fucking drinking everynight. Party's gone but it's something that I always saw
Go on living unhealthy and angry
My mind says that someone like you will be hanging shortly

III

My hope's been taken for granted
I've practically become a seethe
I never knew these people or what they took from me
My own abrasivity
Go on. Take it from me


IV - J

Where everybody has to start
I haven't felt you in a fucking minute
Intensely surviving the way you left me
I lost my self in New Jersey's bidness
(3 times)

Why act over me?
You don't believe in gophers

I was killed by you
Since then, changed as much as I could from you
Kids
And we were just that, kids. No more, unaware that this shit would implode in on itself

I'm still here waiting while nothing's changing

Down the line, I hope you're dying while I got this fucking name in lights
Did you even try or was it always some manipulation tactic to intact me to your life
Down the line I don't feel
Strong enough to feel
Young enough to die
White enough to try
Light enough to buy your house and sell it for coke
You're a joke. But I'm the one alone
Stuck inside my head from everything you said
I've been positive for years and now I'm dying cuz I let these women own me

Outro:
I made it better on some days
Still, I couldn't be their one
I wait
And it always amounts to nothing else
Weary of other people, and what they have in store for you
I've always endured for you but nothing even matters
Nothing's real or matters