Kill To Live For You

I never tried so hard, or gone so far
I built myself to be deserving of your attention
Did I even mention?
How blind I'd been to your selfish indifferences
To my own inconsistences [sic]
Will make me enter an early grave
Did I even mention?
How blind I had been
My own inconsistences [sic] left me begging for your philosophies
Distraught by these false lines you taught I followed you like a dog
Without a second thought
Don't you know that I was
Desperate for your affection
It's become an affliction
The satisfaction
I crave