
…sick of feeling this anxiety
Worry about when you'll replace me
It's getting hard to feel a heartbeat
I hate…
…sick of feeling this anxiety
Worry about when you'll replace me
It's getting hard to feel a heartbeat
I hate…
…the way that it controls me
I'm sick of feeling this anxiety
Worry about when you'll replace me
It's getting hard to feel a heartbeat
I hate…

…mind it's time to break it out
So grab a seat and pay attention to what I'm sayin now
You know the deal, mic check, 1, 2
This…
…blow, these motherfuckers shaking when I'm going in
Then they try to stop me, shit like "here we go again.."
But go ahead, ain't…
…life's a trick, I'm lovin the treat
People lookin at me crazy, but it's nothing to me
You should see their fuckin' faces when I rock…

…mind it's time to break it out
So grab a seat and pay attention to what I'm sayin' now
You know the deal, mic check, 1, 2
This…
…it's sure to rain
So check the weather for this mid-west hurricane
I'm rhymin' a lot and I'm coming to rock
I know…
…time to blow, these motherfuckers shaking when I'm going in
Then they try to stop me, shit… like "here we go again…

…not that long
But it feels like two hours, and it's hard to come to terms with the fact
That you spend more time on the bus
Than…
…for you our schedules are not equal
And it's so much easier to just be on my own
Although I'm comfortable I'm scared imma end up like…
…I'm supposed to enjoy this damn university
How have I had so much adversity when I haven't showed anything but authenticity
Get…

…it
Feel like I've been waiting forever, forever to inherit
This is war, I declare it
Time is money, I can't spare it
Futuristic, so…
…had haters, so when you feeling forsaken
Tell 'em jealous Judases who this is, and man, that'll break 'em
And b*tch I'm still…
…in
And I feel like I'm falling lately, it feel like my children hate me
You tell me I'm beautiful and yet no man wanna date…

…it
Feel like I've been waiting forever, forever to inherit
This is war, I declare it
Time is money, I can't spare it
Futuristic, so…
…haters, so when you feeling forsaken
Tell 'em jealous Judases who this is, and man, that'll break 'em
And b*tch I'm still…
…in
And I feel like I'm falling lately, it feel like my children hate me
You tell me I'm beautiful and yet no man wanna date me
Haunted…

…it
Feel like I've been waiting forever, forever to inherit
This is war, I declare it
Time is money, I can't spare it
Futuristic, so…
…had haters, so when you feeling forsaken
Tell 'em jealous Judases who this is, and man, that'll break 'em
And b*tch I'm still…
…in
And I feel like I'm falling lately, it feel like my children hate me
You tell me I'm beautiful and yet no man wanna date…

…eleven suns, this the first, where my funds?
EBT, that's the card
I thank God, I thank God, but it's hard, but it's hard
God damn…
…so when you feeling forsaken
Tell 'em jealous Judas is who this is, and man, that'll break 'em
And bitch I'm still the same
Dash…
…for calling and balling, I'm all in
And I feel like I'm falling lately, it feel like my children hate me
You tell me I'm beautiful…

…in march up
I go at 'em/Em' and it's not Marshall
Y'all don't catch that?
[Round 2: Pat Stay]
I hate that shit
What? Dress up like this…
…vision
Now I'm in an even worse condition
It's like a pinched some nerves and thinks to hurt, er, hurts to think
Stabbing pains…
…in my brain looks like I got a nervous wink
Don't know how I'm still functioning
It's scary when the thought of blowing your own fucking…

…go
I fell too hard in love and it pains to let go, don't
Wanna feel anything I put my heart in the snow, but I'm
Still feeling…
…pain, when I let my lover go
[Verse 1]
It's hard to miss someone, it's hard to let go
Gotta fake that I'm ok so I put on a show
You…
…low)
Said I'm getting better but I'm lying to myself
They wanted me to change but I don't really know
[Hook]
I know it's been…

…up on myself 'n livin 'n,-
I try so hard but right now i feel'''like i'm tired of goin' through this hell 'n givin…
…mental state is deterioratin' rapidly,-
And as i breakdown with a gun in hand i wonder if this is how it had to be,-
I'm sorry father but it's…
…what is it?-whatever it is i can't deal with this shit,-
This feeling, what is it? i hate it,-
I'm tryin' to find the words to…
By Random (2011)
On album X (2011)

…up on myself 'n livin 'n,-
I try so hard but right now i feel'''like i'm tired of goin' through this hell 'n givin…
…mental state is deterioratin' rapidly,-
And as i breakdown with a gun in hand i wonder if this is how it had to be,-
I'm sorry father but it's…
…what is it?-whatever it is i can't deal with this shit,-
This feeling, what is it? i hate it,-
I'm tryin' to find the words to…

…'Cause I feel like I'm starting to break
Looking in the mirror only seeing something I hate
Like, what the fuck happened to me? Why…
…had a daughter
And I don't know how attached to get
'Cause this nigga always got me feeling like we aren't close at all, he just…
…hasn't said it
Motherfuckers only call when they need me
They saying shit like, "When you gonna start showing up?"
They never see if I'm…
By Hard Target
On album Karma (2013)

I call?
[Verse 1: Hard Target]
It's like that negative energy burning up inside of you
For all the people that let the stuff that they got to proof
This…
…I'm becoming what I hate, it's genetics or it's faith
And it's getting pretty late in the game to make change
So it's time to…
…for the people who were there when I was settling
Now it's like I'm a star with all this press and shit
But still the most hated…

I call?
[Verse 1: Hard Target]
It's like that negative energy burning up inside of you
For all the people that let the stuff that they got to proof
This…
…I'm becoming what I hate, it's genetics or it's faith
And it's getting pretty late in the game to make change
So it's time to…
…for the people who were there when I was settling
Now it's like I'm a star with all this press and sh*t
But still the most hated…