"I've been wondering if I'm lost and just don't know it"

…cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all And even if I could…

…the solicitor said Forget the feds and just know that I don't really care that you don't message back I just think that's not really fair…

…but you've never been real G And I'm seeing things clear I don't know if it's the drugs I've taken but I feel weird I had…

…[Bridge] Thinkin' that I'm blessed, no, baby, I'm just stressed I just need to check if I've finally got my check Money's so…

…important, love ain't 'gon support me 'Gon support me, no [Chorus] I've been wondering if they despise me Crumble under stress…

…you So ask me if I still do Your lies are bulletproof, ooh And they still got me too [Chorus] I've been wondering if…

…is gettin' complicated and I just don't really get it Man I'm thankful for my presence, every second is a blessing I've been sitting, wondering…

…is gettin' complicated and I just don't really get it Man I'm thankful for my presence, every second is a blessing I've been sitting…

…he already sent to heaven Life is gettin' complicated and I just don't really get it Man I'm thankful for my presence, every…

…Ive lost to love Love lost its loose grip Love lost its life And reincarnated into a bitch She boss me around Tell me what…

…lived in a million houses but you're the only home I know Spending my days wondering what ima do if you kick me out I don't want…

…another home and that's without a doubt Spending my days wondering if I'm even welcome Sometimes I think I'm understandably…

But somehow they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way I've made alotta mistakes and all the shit I…

…cannot erase And I've been thinkin' if I drink I'll probably be more at stake This life isn't so great and I just tried to fluctuate But I'm…

…not too far from breaking down All I've got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if…

… --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Speechless Everybody wonders and some people know I guess that I'm some people 'cause baby it…

…the Love Something has been going on and I don't know what it is You don't mind the taking girl, but you don't know how to give You…

…over the place Out of the corner of my eye she said why don't you come and give it a try Get on the floor, just kick off your shoes…

…ever was United states, united people, is it all just b.s. are we all created equal correct me if I'm wrong, i hope i am i stand in the lower class and…

…times I'm not sure what it means to me all importance lost in a definition that's been spread…

…& go to work, your death your escape my life, it's all i have, it's something we share, & we die wondering if and why, no i don't…

…your gone and im lost without you here now but i know i got to live and make it somehow (Come back to me can you feel me calling…

…hear me calling for you) Cause it's been too long and i'm lost without you what am i gonna do said i've been needing you wanting…

…thinking bout you and the days we used to share it's driving me crazy i dont know what to do i'm just wondering if you still care and…

…is changed, getting their girlfriends naked Happy as fuck in their basement While I've been thinking my life has been wasted Saying I hate it, this is smile is fake and…

…following you, I'll follow your steps Everyone told me to just give my best But they don't care and don't get when I'm stressed I've been…

…that I got Out in this world and you know that I'm lost I know that I wasn't the one that you want Now it just feels like I'm…

…is changed, getting their girlfriends naked Happy as fuck in their basement While I've been thinking my life has been wasted Saying I hate it, this is smile is fake and…

…following you, I'll follow your steps Everyone told me to just give my best But they don't care and don't get when I'm stressed I've been…

…that I got Out in this world and you know that I'm lost I know that I wasn't the one that you want Now it just feels like I'm stuck…

…lost when we moved on Honestly, it hurts thinking About the way we were, just you and me This isn't what friendship…

…that you're sad And I just can't pass you by because I'd feel so bad I know you don't think I'm kind and that's no fault but my own…

…the past has gone All the memories we lost when we moved on Honestly, it hurts thinking About the way we were, just you and me This isn't what friendship is supposed to be…

…no more That's it, so what? I've lost a friend before Gonna say it like it is No more wondering "What if?" That ain't the way you oughta live…

…through my eyes? I know, I know It may be a surprise Don't wanna be perceived for something that I'm not Just wanna…

Not ready to let you in [Chorus] I'm done, I give up I don't wanna pretend no more That's it, so what? I've lost a friend before Gonna say it like it…

…won't leave no evidence My mix-tape was free; tell me how the hell I'm selling it Sell it to appeal to the women? I've been real; they just…

…that? Bare talk, keep talking I declare war If you don't want it then what are you staring for? ‘Cos you don't know me, therefore; You…

…don't know what we're capable of Anyway, we came to take what we want They've been taking the piss and now we're taking the pots And…

…[Bridge: Fast Max] Trying to do best I know Im blessed, and i dont need this stress, help these people who have sorrow, and…

…you come kick it, I don't know why, I was only 6 when they took you in this cold life, now I'm 26 with a story and im alright, had…

…in all honesty I think I'm. the one for you even if I'm depressed u know I would still smile at you love is what you can call it And…

…crazy Yeah yeah Now I don't know what I'm supposed to do when Your not around me I feel so gone I've been getting lost you knew I…

…but you still took advantage and it makes me crazy yeah yeah Now I don't know what I'm supposed to do when Your not around me I feel so…

…crazy Now I don't know what I'm supposed to do when your not around me, I feel so gone I been getting lost you know I was falling Falling in love…