"I can't help but laugh out loud cause I left"

…for money There wasn't any pain But I just can't stand the feeling It's in someone else's veins It's in someone else's veins Momma took…

…me baby, I can't do it all by myself (repeat 2x) If you don't help me daddy Gotta find somebody else Put on your nightshirt baby…

…hand me my morning gown (repeat 2x) Don't feel sleepy I just feel like lyin' down Gotta help me baby, help me baby Can't do…

…? And you say you write my shit? Yeah right I can't even show my raps to Jeff Shit I be telling him one of my new lines…

A teaspoon of steroids, a thousands reps ? death Always growling and yelling shit like are we rapping or wrestling? He screams loud cause deep down…

…exaggerated and you said it that that's gay But I do help you a lot So to the level you're at, I at least sent you to half way If you wanna…

…[?] [Chorus] I'm just livin' out This life I was given On my homeland (on my homeland) Hear me laugh, hear me cry See me smile…

…on my elders Taking in what they can teach 'Cause the system I'm accustomed to Makes freedom out of reach But I'm blessed…

…the homeland's in the heart [Chorus] I'm just livin' out This life I was given On my homeland (on my homeland) Hear me laugh, hear me cry See me smile, see me…

…I been through your nursery rhyme I been through your nursery rhyme I took all your nickels and dimes But you left me cold You…

…feel I feel So bad You can be happy You can laugh laugh laugh But I take a look I see the Chinese I see the Japanese They're laughing…

…street They look so good But I can't have it I'm locked up I'm inside this thing And I can't Oh no I cant I can't get out I can't take what I…

…it get in my squad But I know shes coming, cause I have secret And you not gonna see it, If you go in my diary You better…

…here there's laws, Girl, I have flaws so where you think your going You can't join my team Cause you wanna haunt me You can just leave Leave…

…of fairytales no offense there Don't know what your doing to me I can't see, wait till i call the cops, cause you tried to blind me See…

…to this real sh*t This remind me of Hov versus Beans or either Kiss versus X n*gga I mean this ass whooping is actually gonna help…

…I walk around with hands in my bag, I Dead Prez n*ggas Dot Mob, we f*ck with you n*gga Out of all of these stupid antics we let…

…the clock sounds Just because the event says Watch Loud This time it's a risk every second I see minutes hands turning But…

…to this real shit This remind me of Hov versus Beans or either Kiss versus X nigga I mean this ass whooping is actually gonna help…

…I walk around with hands in my bag, I Dead Prez niggas Dot Mob, we fuck with you nigga Out of all of these stupid antics we let…

…the clock sounds Just because the event says Watch Loud This time it's a risk every second I see minutes hands turning But…

…the goverment And end this torment I'mma spectacul'a, grapple'a Out for blood call me dracula Can't rap back to a, man who's uh Just plannin…

…some more with human affairs You're doing a fine job now help me snatch the soul out of several more corpse" I reply my shovel…

…explodes in a blast of ink! Cause I'm past the brink, the event horizon of my ascent you can't prevent the risin' Cause If I mess up…

…(Intro) Im sorry, To anyone this may involve, To anyone this may hurt, Im sorry, I didnt mean for things to turn out like…

…another scream momma took a swing at poppas facial, Fighting in thee other room I pray for silence mind is feeble, Blind but…

…in the trees hidden but slippin' through the blinds and the white curtains, Perception, Loud fast foot steps in the next room, Paniced, Cant…

…a vine I lost my keys in the vacuum of your worried mind I can't move from sleeping and sleeping is the way that I move Over…

When I pick up the phone to call you The line it goes all static I can't get through It doesn't matter 'cause I'm on my way I'm…

…song The kind you hear when you think you've finally found The way to block it all out but then you can't just turn it down Oh baby…

…fixing this place, I know its late, But you're probably up anyways Come join me, laugh my rain away I've been through better days And I've be lying if I…

…you and your mom proud I know you're singing out loud... Chorus Let me see you smile and enjoy yourself Every time you cry cause…

…customized To help me see the light and take a bow [COSm.i.c] I sit back, reminiscing about long gone days Chill out listen…

…at the same time but what's painful Life is my number one song I ain't even got a name for I feel like my babe…

…this place, I know its late, But you're probably up anyways Come join me, laugh my rain away I've been through better days And I've be lying if I…

…and your mom proud I know you're singing out loud... Let me see you smile and enjoy yourself Every time you cry 'cause you're…

…at the same time but what's painful Life is my number one song I ain't even got a name for I feel like my babe…

…this place I know its late, But you're probably up anyways Come join me, laugh my rain away I've been through better days And I've be lying if I…

…and your moms proud I know you're singing out loud... Chorus Let me see you smile and enjoy yourself Every time you cry cause you're…

…with the Midas touch Ain't no penny that I don't touch All my enemy bite on dust Ain't no talkin' when it's fatal Havin' heart, I can't…

…tell Half of y'all might need help I might fall in Rodeo (b*tch) I might ball in Australia (say no more) I might call her…

…(it's deep) I done f*cked so much, I can't sleep I done f*cked so much, I'm retired (swear to God) I'm 'bout to live my life through…

…a filter and I'm not changing that If you question me I can't help but to argue back Won't stop sending shots I'm like quavo from the migos but…

…said that My team always winning no need to come back. You getting mad now 'cause I said that. I got a show to do ill finish…

…doing any verses, left them all at home ‎I rarely come prepared it just isn't fair ‎But I still spit flames so do you really care…