Dean's Room

(Voice-mail)
I was really hoping that you would pick up because I miss you a lot and uhm...
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now but I'm drunk and uhm...
I'm sorry this is bullshit
I miss you a lot and uhm
You were one of my best friends and uhm
There's a lot of alcohol in my system right now
So you could just ignore all of this message if you get this
(Verse: 1)
I need the right brush to paint what I'm trying to say to you
You broke me into pieces but my heart will always pray for you
I'm violent, aggressive I need to let it out what do I do?
I'm back in depression I'm battling something I always lose
There's too much that's going on in my head
Girl I don't expect you to understand
Popping pills ain't gon' get me through this storm
You just stopped caring you said that you did
I'm fucking up and I'm losing focus
I bet money you didn't know this
I'm not me tell me have you noticed
(Hook)
Now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
And now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
(Verse 2)
I can't even think straight right now
I don't know what to say right now
Nothing much to do but break down
And I say to myself not now
You don't want to when there people around
What are they going to say right now?
No idea I'm in pain right now
I don't ever show it I don't ever talk about it
There's too much that's going on in my heart
Never expected you'd tear it apart
I don't drink so that's out of the question
You just stopped caring you said that you did
I'm fucking up and I'm losing focus
I bet money you didn't know this
I'm not me tell me have you noticed
(Hook)
Now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
And now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
(Verse 3)
Yeah
G threw a party
Ali threw a party
Women came over cause they threw a party
I'm trying to call you but that's not an option
I know if I do everyone will stop me
I need you right now
I need you right here next to me
I need to tell you exactly how I feel
Fuck moving too fast that's the lamest excuse
I pictured myself succeeding but with you
You became my addiction now I'm itching
You don't know that I just got a few stitches
You don't know that I'm not caring for myself
You're not being you you're being someone else
Fuck your new nigga
I'm not being me either something's in this hookah
Everything is so wrong
I'm about to be so gone