Therapy

[Hook]
Welcome to therapy
Tell me how you feel
Tell me how you fucking feel yo
You know I don't even fucking care though


[Verse 1]
Stop asking me how the fuck I'm feeling, I ain't feeling shit
I feel like nobody cares that I exist, I don't wanna live
When I've had this gun to my brain I should've pulled the trigger
Hand me the liquor, I just keep getting sicker and sicker

What's going on in my life? Well love never lasts
People change fast, loved ones pass
Look, I've given it my all but that's still not enough
Just give me some of some pills I can't take this shit no more, fuck

What are you writing down, look at me while I'm talking to you
I was hoping that you could help me coping with my problems
Choking on the bottom, my demons, I haven't caught em
Every night before falling asleep I hope I'll never wake up

But fuck, I can't even sleep so I guess I'll stay up
Stay up till 5 am until I pass out on the floor
I don't let no one get to me, no one can help me no more
Doc, I don't have nobody to live for

In these last couple months I've had trouble sleeping
My demons are creeping in every evening, I keep screaming
I've lost control over my feelings. People say I'm an introvert
Feels like my life's in reverse mode, taking painkillers as dessert

I feel like everybody hates me and nobody invites me
They say your problems fade if you pray to the Almighty
I know I'm a fucking sinner, don't tell me what to do
I can't name one person who I am important to


[Hook]
Welcome to therapy
Tell me how you feel
Tell me how you fucking feel yo
You know I don't even fucking care though


[Verse 2]
Stop asking me how the fuck I'm feeling, I know you don't care
Stop pretending, I'm being honest, this shit isn't fair
I can't keep sitting in this fucking chair, not your business how much I swear
I'm only talking to you because nobody else is there

Except for my friends you can't hear, the voices in my head
Talking to me, but besides them I am inside dead
Bitch I'm sad but you're glad because you're getting paid because of that
I know I'm not the definition of a perfect human

I wanna better myself but with you I ain't coming to no conclusion
Maybe me getting better it's just an illusion you ruin
But that's ok you're just a stranger and it's just your job right
My clock might stop ticking soon wish I could stop life, block light

What if I tell you, last night I planned my fucking suicide
I don't give a shit about how you reply, what you decide
What might be good for me. Shut up, I won't listen
Don't treat me like a villain, this fucking room is like a prison

Who the fuck you think you are to tell me I'm not normal?
I didn't die after all these attempts got me thinking I'm immortal
I'm not remorseful for my decisions and my actions
Nobody takes me serious, they just take it as shit happens, caption this

They think I don't want no friends but they don't get that I'm just a loner
I already understand things they tell me I'll only understand when I'm older
They call me strange because I can identify with the quotes by the joker
I gotta go now, the session is over!