Forgiveness Comes After The Reaping

what have i done?
i don't understand and i don't know why,
but most of all i don't care.
you told me you cared, you lied and i died.
i know you can't see with your hands over you eyes.
forgiveness comes after the reaping of a harvest.
as my anger rages on you turn your back.
you have torn my hope, you say it's not me.