"try so hard to keep this but my own past won't let me"

…and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Don't you worry Sometimes you've just gotta let…

…what you told me before you went out on your own: "Sometimes to keep it together, we got to leave it alone." So you can get…

…loosen my load, got a world of trouble on my mind lookin' for a lover who won't blow my cover, she's so hard to find Take…

…[Round 1: Pass] Hey Holyoak man, don't let this nigga try to play you with that "Sike I lied" shit And don't none of you niggas…

…tell me this win won't count just cause he didn't try, shit Oh and most of all, don't try shit I know your pops with the lynch mob, but…

…schizophrenic You out cold but you won't forget about today when tomorrow come Boy I'll knock out the whole front row of your teeth just to let…

…association Broke down, lifeless Junkyard worthless No tweezer Jesus in the house So desperate So dependent Pay any price to…

…fix something by just shutting up Let someone smarter do the talking Sometimes you can fix something by just coming in last But…

…you can fix something by just moving out Try a trial separation Sometimes you can fix something by just trying to hide Nobody here but…

…so much in this song But the same bold capital pops up in my head I AIN'T SORRY FOR NOTHING, WAS IT SOMETHING I SAID? I SAID? I…

…) Let me come back, let me talk to them, let me tell them something It's kind of hard being Righteous Especially when you come…

I'm trying to provide with the one thing I can do in this life So before I finish up this for my avid listener To my own art I've…

…never seen a gun Real shit I ain't strapped to my own But I'll pay someone to do a drive-by and find Magic alone Whoever I pick…

…on John Jones Won't elevate your career but I've got pull I punch on so many levels like Solange Knowles [Round 1: B Magic] {4:30} This…

…thinking so hard that it hurts But y'all invited Shotty Horroh, so it starts to get worse If you're white and wanna come to UDubb to spar on this…

…proud I just want to hug you in front of this crowd But I know these dreams won't become true So I made an big statue Just for you In my…

…believe in you but im just asking Now some fools gonna critique me I'm not interested as you can see So don't bother and shut You're not my…

…fighting harder now Can't keep lookin back so ciao Don't let the past make you sad Trust me it won't be long You should know what's…

…album will make my first album seem forgettable TBH I have so much material that I think is really good but I'll let you determine a conclusion by viewing to lyrics to My…

…up on myself 'n livin 'n,- I try so hard but right now i feel'''like i'm tired of goin' through this hell 'n givin…

…remain 'n i try,- But i keep doubtin''''life is so painful i think of takin' an entire bottle of painkillers in hopes it'll kill me…

…album will make my first album seem forgettable TBH I have so much material that I think is really good but I'll let you determine a conclusion by viewing to lyrics to My…

…up on myself 'n livin 'n,- I try so hard but right now i feel'''like i'm tired of goin' through this hell 'n givin…

…remain 'n i try,- But i keep doubtin''''life is so painful i think of takin' an entire bottle of painkillers in hopes it'll kill me…

…raise a fist against me, but couldn't ball one up to make it So I tried to break bread with him, he wasn't strong enough to break it So I…

…god damn when he rapped it he came hard! So we know this man is a mixture From what we have to…

…arrested that day It just makes me feel bad that you were disrespected this way But you just feel bad you didn't get to go the rest of the way…

…from 2Pac where he asks me to stop I'ma keep pulling this shit like I'm practicing slots See I don't battle a lot, but…

…with his private parts shrunken.” But my homie with the shit, so if you try to spark something He got that Nickelodeon magazine…

…ain't been popping for a while like a can of Slice Seasoned fans took me so they booked me for the added spice Now I ain't even want to use this bar for Pete But…

…was taught that rappers are people you don't follow But what they perceive as villians I saw as role models Cause they taught me how to stand on my own…

…give the track my undivided attention But it's hard to keep going when you see no progress Cause being an established musician's…

…a cut or a bruise Even watching your favorite team loose But if you're next to me as I'm writing this, all of this is old news So if I could say…

Too busy trying to keep afloat To take a peek at what all the rest do New year, me in my best mood New year, new life…

…some roses, 'cause in spirit I'ma keep 'em safe What's done is done and it won't be the same My past taught me success, patience…

…now without it I went through way too much this year to ever be doubted Memory lane is closed, so I am never around it I lost my…

Too busy trying to keep afloat To take a peek at what all the rest do New year, me in my best mood New year, new life…

…some roses, 'cause in spirit I'ma keep 'em safe What's done is done and it won't be the same My past taught me success, patience…

…without it I went through way too much this year to ever be doubted Memory lane is closed, so I am never around it I lost my way…

Too busy trying to keep afloat To take a peek at what all the rest do New year, me in my best mood New year, new life…

…some roses, 'cause in spirit I'ma keep 'em safe What's done is done and it won't be the same My past taught me success, patience…

…without it I went through way too much this year to ever be doubted Memory lane is closed, so I am never around it I lost my way…

…and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this life of pain, yeah, I dont no pain, yeah [Verse 1: Jerry…

…that I'll always stay near these past few weeks I've been enjoying my life but why do I still want to grab that knife it's tough but…

…stress, help these people who have sorrow, and i know its better tommorow, I try to turn away, help me for god sake In this…