"tired of seeing pictures i don't wanna see"

…glossy pictures with circles and arrows and a paragraph on the back of each one, and looked at the seeing eye dog…

…paper, said, "Kid, see the psychiatrist, room 604." And I went up there, I said, "Shrink, I want to kill. I mean, I wanna…

…I wanna kill. Kill. I wanna, I wanna see, I wanna see blood and gore and guts and veins in my teeth. Eat dead burnt bodies. I…

…need the attention Seeing shadows of my future these boys still acting like egg men My heart out in the open like I…

…yeah I'm so tired And sometimes I think about Marissa and how I never asked out Alexis Sometimes I think about how I don't even have…

…just want to be like Ellen Degeneres I swear self destruction is imminent I swear I don't wanna fuck, I just wanna get intimate I…

…the light [Verse 2: Neak] I struggle with identity unbeknown me spiritually I'm seeking to be whole, part of me undiscovered see I don't know…

…the biggest compliments I get a lot of the times Is how great of a father I am They see pictures on the internet And people compliment you…

…a lot because they see photos And honestly, sometimes, I wanna tell people “Don't tell me I'm a good father when you don't know…

…I don't know what I expected And now this girl be using VSCO to send me cryptic messages Please tell me for whom these pictures…

…is one ethnicity Don't want to join your fraternity I am sorry I just don't rock with the toxicity How have I had so much adversity when…

…worked very hard So of course say I don't care when they are not up to par But the biggest bogey of all wasn't even all…

…it for thirty Then straight to the jeweler, I'm bustin a Rollie To light up the city like Meechie '03 I got the plug, he send him up T Don't know…

…and I'm sick of jail No disease but I'm sick of cells Sick and tired of sending niggas mail Calling niggas just to get a bail I just…

…seen a nigga get a L Never coming home, minute on the phone Sick and tired of seeing niggas fail Sick and tired of seeing niggas lose…

…in a while Money on your head, execution no trial [Skit: Adonis and Maria] You think I imagined all of it don't you You think I'm…

…can't get through to you can I To any of you That it is frightening Everything about this place is evil You're tired dear, we've…

…all had a most trying day Can't you see what you're doing to yourself You're letting it all get out of hand I wish someone would believe me It doesn't seem possible that I could've imagined all of…

…[Verse 1] See with this last year of rap man I've bin in a predicament Overthinking my writtens and switching up all instruments…

…the evil thats creeping inside us And every time i see it a piece of me dies Who woulda though meaning of the life Is not even bout…

…with all with this corporal talk n I just wanna do me so i ain't fuckin wid yas Sicka sacrficing canvases to paint your pictures…

…understand Partying every night, I don't really need a fucking plan Wanna ball so hard, make a living right inside Japan Loving you…

And now the mic stands get the mood right Go against me and it's suicide  Tired of dealing with you shady guys Tried to make all of our grasses…

…is believing, you gotta admit it I'm in it to win it You fellows don't see it So shut up and listen ‘cause I ain't gon' repeat…

…hurt by love so much I question if I'll ever love? When I have sex May I always be protected I never wanna form a baby out of…

…lust out of love for my baby I want you to have a mom not a baby momma for you I want no drama I was a baby seeing momma hit…

…and the path I choose but I don't wanna go to hell just tired of facing hell on earth so through sin I've made my own heaven but what's Life without God presence? Is it really heaven?…

… Pictures of the night float by, This is how I spend my time, Ohh, ohh, It's my reflection, No you can't, no you, Can't kiss…

…a mirror, I don't care if I do this, I don't care, I just want to taste it, No, you can't, no you, Can't kiss a mirror, I'm just tired of…

…waiting, Scared of the dark, I move and I see myself, See myself watching you, I can't feel it baby, I'm looking at you, Double…

…on that You can't disappoint me, I'm a man you a man But you ain't God and you ain't me, so I don't expect you to understand I see evil…

…painting pictures, in my head so clear Voices plotting on my soul, I swear I felt it in my ear I wanna live a normal life…

…got me thinking that I ain't made for women I'm a walking mess, full of pain inside Catch myself staring at kids, seeing a part of…

…on the daily I know he ain't the type of guy to go and try to play me But I don't know what's been up with him lately I keep tryna deny…

…to get along I hope it doesn't take you long to realize and move on But then I see a pick of you passed out on a lawn Hook: Cause this don't…

…sit with my thoughts and I can't be alone Cuz when I do I see old pictures of you on my phone And then I start thinking My heart…

…no trace I ain't no credit card and I ain't about chase And I'm tired of playin' life And I ain't talking 'bout games So, can we…

…cut to the bull? I'm tired of seeing red and feelin' blue when I'm cool And when I'm cool, I just wanna feel sane But it seems I'm…

…only happy When I'm drowning in rain I never answer calls, I don't need no help You can never change how I see myself I never…

…no trace I ain't no credit card and I ain't about chase And I'm tired of playin' life And I ain't talking 'bout games So, can we…

…cut to the bull? I'm tired of seeing red and feelin' blue when I'm cool And when I'm cool, I just wanna feel sane But it seems I'm…

…only happy When I'm drowning in rain I never answer calls, I don't need no help You can never change how I see myself I never…

Dreaming is a vestige of a primitive mind If you want to evolve, turn to page 9 No two minds…

…trust in us Through the lies and deceit Screaming with pictures; not experiencing Less is known throughout the world They know not of…

…a cowardly thought In the night they will reign Seeing is for open eyes So I won't dream again Only the awake may think And when we sleep we…