
…that god just doesn't care,-
See to me god is like the fuckin' air,-
People say it exists but i see nothin' there,-
And YOU CALL ME…
…' FOR A RESPONSE 'CAUSE THERE'S A PAIN INSIDE ME ONLY YOU CAN HEAL,-
I'M ONLY HUMAN'''STILL,-I TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF THIS SITUATION BUT…
…-
That there would be so many obstacles which i'd have'''too endeavor through,- (too - to)
I'M ONLY'''A HUMAN BUT STILL-
I THOUGHT YOU WOULD HELP ME BUT…

…a wicked surprise you don't expect her to
If you hit the shit raw she just infected you
There's another freak her name was Pearl
Bitch loved…
…and it came for free
Not for everybody just mainly me
I'm a minute man bitch, 'cause I aim to be
I met this hoe named Sweet Denice
Liberian Girl, but the…
…cigars and those congrats
I pulled out and coulda dumped on her waist
But chose instead to aim for that face
You crazy bitch, get you a taste
She…

…shows is lit
I kept going, coulda chose to quit, yeah
You know the vibes, put the city on the map
If you…
…gave a fuck
If I showed you things I usually do, what's old to me is new to you
[Chorus]
I'm from the other side of town
Thought…
…that I've never told a lie
But I'ma always keep it real with myself
At this point, I'm just glad to be here
I did good with the cards I…

…tried to fight it, but you can't deny that's the hand you were dealt
I was afraid that you don't understand me til…
I hope you're someone that he can lie to
I hope you realize you feel the way I do
But imma be gone so I can't hide you
I hope…
…he finds you
I hope he finds you
I hope you're someone that he can lie to
I hope you realize you feel the way I do
But imma be gone so I can't hide you…

…driveway and I'm riding on the road by the mall
Past the highway that I'm flying on but
It slows to crawl cause some guy was just driving…
…and this way that it started off
I change lanes and I thought that I was pulling onto
The main lane but just then I saw this green Honda…
…and I knew I had it
I coughed blood, breathed my last breath, that was it
[Hook]
What you gonna do when there's no time left…

…mall
past the highway that I'm flying on but
it slows to crawl cause some guy was just driving wrong…
…and this way that it started off
I change lanes and I thought that I was pulling onto
the main lane but just then I saw this green Honda
it straight came next…
…my judgment
I'm standing before the Most High now and all of the sudden
He said to me, "Why should I let you into My heaven?"
I…

…moment I chose to pen down all my thoughts
I'm one of the best and that I am sure
A shark in a pond like the movie jaws
I…
…don't see no competition in my hood only few niggas deserve an applause
But baby girl I wanna hit you deep
Deeper than then the time I…
…an obsession that come with aggression a vicious hunger that lie deep in the passion
Multiple things that have called me to action but some of it bull shit just craving…

…focus
Thought you were the one I was gon give my left hand to
Who was I fooling guess you were not different
I thought you better…
…than the old ones
Told you my problems thought you'd listen
Gave you my all but you weren't giving
And then you used…
…that as my weakness
"I thought you better than the previous...
Than the previous" x2
Hook [Reezy]
But Its Okay, when you tell me that you…

…because you won't say
That you've lost the way to go
You can bathe in your pain
Savor your woes
But you'll stay in the maze
'Til the…
…name of all you burned
All those Gods to whom you prayed
Couldn't force the heart
Chose the feelings that you stayed
So don't you even start…
…!
Swore you were vacant!
Keep it down!
Don't mention me now!
Boy, no, no, no!
[Bridge: The Thought & Jade Winter White]
(I'm…
By Zj Mission (2020)
On album 14 (2020)

…[Intro]
At the end of the day...
I've been fighting all my life...
But I'm falling to my old ways...
Through my God I survived…
…he did all the bragging
He said "Few men have it man, but Zach you have it"
That's a result of the practice
And I was made to…
…know back in 2014
When I dropped my first tape man
You know when the Lord first told me to start doing this man
I can't lie who I…

…been gone
I just thought it was time for me to sit down and write you a letter
You know what I am sayin, a letter from the heart
Yo…
…rosarys tight and hope to get by
Close my eyes and ask the lord why he chose you to die
Though, I believe in God, I chose my own…
A Clips our old school crew
He stayed true, always been the coolest nigga we knew
Boobys up in the videos with you know who
You was the glue to the puzzle, the key to the struggle
The…

…been gone
I just thought it was time for me to sit down and write you a letter
You know what I am sayin, a letter from the heart
Yo…
…rosarys tight and hope to get by
Close my eyes and ask the lord why he chose you to die
Though, I believe in God, I chose my own…
…who
You was the glue to the puzzle, the key to the struggle
The reason I even chose to be in this hustle
Twin, I love you…

…you turn to your Maker our Maker
I was lost but now I'm found
I was lost but found the crown
And now for us it's up…
…looking tough
No gloves, we ready to rumble
Not bad kids but they sure love trouble
And I still do, no lie
But I see the better road to…
…enemy leaches off me
But can't consume my head
I'm in debt but still in depth
With what I need to do
But who knew
He chose me
It's a science to the…

…never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah…
…want...
Selfish
I just want you all to my own
[Verse 2]
I bet you thought you gave me real love
But we spent…
…were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
[Outro]
Oh-oh, mm…

…[Scarface]
Life goes on in the streets of my hood when you die
but some cry, and gets by, while others choose to wonder why..
his…
His mom would always beg him to quit, but he didn't wanna
As he got older, he got even worse
til a real nigga showed him the…
…as he fell to the ground
A woman yelled - get an ambulance
But I knew he was dead, he didn't stand a chance
You shoulda seen him, he…