"needed to feel because I wanted to know"

…chest is on fire And my head just won't die I guess im lying cos i wanna I guess im lying cos i dont Cos i just feel so tired Like…

…nothing Cos im a fucking mess sometimes But still i could always be Whatever you wanted But not what you needed Especially when you…

…the only rush i need Cos all i needed was some words to say That all these feelings dont mean shit to me Cos its all just chemicals…

…you maybe thats true one thing i know is there is never an excuse to run away from family when…

…was always there for me i just wanted my dad to see how it could really be but he left me alone you see my dad…

…was with her i could have always been happy because it was just us nobody else i had all of your love i wanted to keep you all to…

…saying "You have one new message) (Beep) Hey I-I I'm sorry for leaving you but you know what you did to me I guess we weren't matched…

…*cking glove you knew I was perfect but you couldn't say It the words you said to me you couldn't get rid of now baby I know you…

…promise the promise to always be together I don't know why I'm singing you a Chorus [Chorus: XDIPX & Sam Smith] Guess it's true, I'm…

…on Hennessy Had the tendency to tell every nigga she don't need em So, she not dependent on me But see, I feel that Cause I mean her…

…Because I won't lie to you I really vibe with you I really like you And I would really like it if we could get a bite or two, uh…

…against whoever You probably fed up cause I won't letup I wrote you this letter To let you know as a heads up That I really want…

…wanted was to know I could be loved (loved) loved (I could be) I could be (loved) loved I've buried all my secrets deep inside Build…

…(enough) All I ever needed was to know I could be loved (loved) loved (I could be) I could be (loved) loved (loved) You Sheltered…

…ever wanted (All I ever wanted was your love) All I ever needed was to know (I could be loved) All I ever wanted…

It would be for the better How could I expect for you to know better? How could I expect you to know treasure? You shunned two…

…fill that void that mommy couldn't fill I befriended girls and crushed on so many of them because I wanted to fuck Some…

…grow. I didn't feel welcomed cause I infringed on your sex life and quality of life and I told y'all to let me know if I…

…was the matter? We talkеd before I moved I said I would go through somе changes It would be for the better How could I expect for you to know…

…better? How could I expect you to know treasure? You shunned two of your closest friends without much effort I should…

…girls and crushed on so many of them because I wanted to fuck Some of those relationships grew and tried to become more…

… But you don't even know me You won't ever see All of the feelings that I have for you I wanted you but you wanted me to go away I…

…needed you, you needed me to leave you alone Thankyou for this time But I can't accept it I think I know what is mine It's not you I…

…wanted to have someone Someone like you I don't know why it's this way I just do You don't even know me You wont ever see All of the feelings that I…

…realized that I could overcome anything and that if I wanted to pursue this career and I wanted…

And it seemed so simple but it was a scary thing to do because as soon as I did it, oh boy, did the world flock in. Everyone wanted to know…

…be intimate with my boyfriend, because I couldn't go out when my friends wanted me to, because I…

…needed was someone to show me You know you can't fool me I've been lovin you too long It started so easy, You'll want to carry on (carry on) Lost in love and I…

…don't know much Cos I'm thinkin aloud and I fell out of touch But I'm back on my feet and eager to…

…don't know much Cos I'm thinkin aloud and I fell out of touch But I'm back on my feet and eager to be what you wanted Now I'm lost Lost in love Lost in love Lost in love…

…needed was someone to show me You know you can't fool me I've been lovin you too long It started so easy, You'll want to carry on (carry on) Lost in love and I…

…don't know much cos I'm thinkin aloud and I fell out of touch but I'm back on my feet and eager to…

…don't know much cos I'm thinkin aloud and I fell out of touch but I'm back on my feet and eager to be what you wanted Now I'm lost Lost in love Lost in love Lost in love…

REFUSE TO BELIEVE IN-ALL THE SHIT THAT I'M SEEIN'- 'CAUSE I KNOW THAT LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVIN',- PEOPLE TRY TO PERSUADE ME CLAIMIN…

…' THEY'RE THE TRUTH BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE IN,- WHAT'S MY PURPOSE IN BEIN' HERE AT THIS TIME 'N PLACE 'N WHAT'S…

…know me if you don't understand what i've experienced if it ain't happened to you,- 'cause like i said i feel like…

…want You close your door when I wanna give you more (I wanna give you) And I feel, I feel so out of place And you know it's true…

…love (To see you through) And I tried, I tried (You know that I needed) Because I want you and I need you (You know that I tried…

…) I tried I tried, I tried (You know that I wanted) Because I needed and I want you my love…

…want You close your door When I wanna give you more (I wanna give you) And I feel, I feel so out of place And you know it's true…

…love (To see you through) And I tried, I tried (You know that I needed) Because I want you and I need you (You know that I tried…

…) I tried I tried, I tried (You know that I wanted) Because I needed and I want you my love…

…] In real life fake shit never last I needed the money but I never ask I just needed someone to keep me awake when I should…

…smoking up all my problems then I know this attitude has got me in the lion's den So basically in the situation that I am in Ain't no one to blame It ain't no one to…

…wanted to change But those times got me thinking if i'm running games [Chorus A: KELLIYON] I admit I've been looking…