
…was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?
Something's wrong
'Cause all my glass shoes break
And no one's ever helped…
Get a little bit jealous sometimes
Sometiomes I'll be unfair but that's just me
I know that I'm not hiding
And I won't let your…
…on heaven's door
When you leaned in to kiss me
I'd never been left wanting more,
Oh I was hardly breathing
I want to have that night…

…of bleeding in your stories and I'd be really wanting to know- how they treat internal bleeding when they're dying to be the future glow
All…
…behind
Everything comes at a price
You trust us when you need us
Why do I feel there's nothing inside
This crutch will relieve us…
…until the morning
When night it rises like the tide I feel I'm underneath I'm drowning in nothing at all
Make amends before you…

Even from the back I don't mind ya
Late that night the doorbell rang
The Ferris Twins wanna do that thang
Dina just left, don't know if I…
…was part of the Michigan Militia
She would always plot for something to explode
But all she ever got was me and my load uh
I met a lunatic named Jacky
Every…
…a ghost
Ninth grade teacher, Ms. Malane
I met her years later after I got paid
She took me home, overnight I stayed
We fucked all night…

…… I'll never forget your face
You know I'm always going to need you
...to feel your warm embrace
Oh and I… I wish that I could stay…
You know I'm always going to love you
...in my own special way
You look like you're lost, come take my hand
And follow me…
…… I'll never forget your face
You know I'm always gonna need you
...to feel your warm embrace
Oh and I… If only I could stay
You…

…know what's been on your mind
You're afraid it's all been wasted time
The autumn leaves have got you thinking…
Maids all in a Row
Oh, oh oh, oh......
I Can't Tell You Why
Look at us baby, up all night
Tearing our love apart
Aren't we…
…own me,
Two that wanna stone me,
One says she's a friend of mine
Take It easy, take it easy
Don't let the sound of your own…

…baby
I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You lift me up and always will
I see you in life
Hope I don't get left behind
I (I) hold (hold…
But you could always make me laugh out loud
Last night, no way
I was gonna be left hungry
And then your daddy caught me sneakin' out…
And you know they running for me
You know my love won't let them keep me away
I'm a smooth rider baby
You know I just keep…

Verse 1 (Ivan B):
They told me no but I rebelled
So much anger that I held
Always screaming inside this mic until my vocal…
…is what I've been finding
Left all my demons behind me
Change the world like the climate
If there's a way, I'ma find it
It's up…
…really wanna see
See, I don't know if it's me that's talking or if it's just the fatigue
CHORUS(Ivan B):
Or maybe I've been losing my…

…not knowing
what's become of you
Are you proud of me now,
I can't tell
I'm not as fearless as you
Still I pretend that
you're still standing…
…again
Now, there's nothing left but time
Know that I'm following you
Eva's always on my mind
and it makes me wonder
What happened…
…to you?
You know it makes me wonder
Still I pretend that
you're still standing by
to show me wrong from right
And never let…

…there's no risk that I won't take like
I don't know (I don't know)
Just let it go (Let it go)
You just wanna drink, wanna dance, wanna…
…my windows, hit my phone up all the time
Yeah we kicking it, we been low, yeah she always wanna to grind
And I know there's too…
…now, and you didn't even know like
I don't know (I don't know)
Just let it go (Let it go)
You just wanna drink, wanna dance, wanna…

…to be the best years of my life, at least that's what people told me. They weren't. Some days I didn't even know if I would make…
After six years I got away from him or at least I thought so.
All the strength I had inside of me went to practicing softball…
Softball made me forget about what I was hiding inside. Every night I would take long drives to the batting cages that my dad owned…
By Ben Gursky (2021)
On album Lies (2021)

…from ballin
No national healthcare not even college
Tackle our problems
I know we can solve em
(Chorus)
Sick of all…
…these goddamn lies (Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies)
Tired of all the scams in disguise
Don't want to feel this pain inside
Always a war for your mind…
…these goddamn lies (Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies)
Tired of all the scams in disguise
Don't want to feel this pain inside
Always…

…miss my mother badly,
I was a sideways baby, always will be.
to start the party right you're probably gonna have to kill me…
…white left,
famous or nameless, what'll it be?
cover your mouth when you cough, who farted?
all this fashion is making me sick…
…as long as you're healthy and wise
better skinny in the pockets and wealthy inside i always say
girls will be boys, boys will be girls
until all…

…a fucking dryer
You can't trump me, boss of all bosses, you fucking fired
You ole' fake ass nigga
I feel like Big Sean how you stole my…
…?
No wonder your father left who'd wanna spend on a fat piece of shit like you
You mad right now
I dare you to throw a jab right now
My squad's…
…it's all rap
I saw with all four of my eyes, so my words is all fact
Cause when me and Pes' was dancing, the nigga was "rah rah" and all…

…itself, let me show you how I shine
You just proved you can't get through a verse without using one of my lines
See, I'm…
…what happened in the past
I've been holding this inside for a long time and it's been destroying me
Where the fuck were you that night…
…in '05 when I got jumped and robbed when all my real boys with me?
You fucking duc- you fucking ducked my calls…

…throats off
This shit is fucking weak I thought this shit is so soft
You let me see his momma not him or grandmama
All…
…turning down in her grave
I'm doing no better I hate
I had to give this all this effort
You know I can't let it go so know I'm about…
…years
Shit. I wonder why?
You know what I didn't care about you fucking all them guys that much
I figured if I had video games and pizza that was what's…