
…[Chorus]
Feels like I'm dying insde
Where did everybody hide? (Where'd everybody go?)
Maybe somewhere…
…always here
Even when I feel distant"
And the boy was like
"Imma be me, no I don't wanna fit in
Now I'm finally livin
Barely fly…
…like a chicken
I'm a proud little misfit
And my steez is to rip it
I be wearin my Crocs
Bruh, I be drivin a (?)
Imma carry my cross…

…wide awake
I'm 21, I'm counting stars up on the ceiling
Try not to fall for you
I feel alive when I'm dying inside
I got no reason to…
…on the ceiling
Try not to fall for you
I feel alive when I'm dying inside
I got no reason to live, I've got no reason to…
…hide this time
[Post-Chorus]
I'm out my mind
I'm 65, I'm counting starts up on the ceiling
I try not to fall again
I feel alive when I'm dying…

…like you no longer wanna be alive
Just know that somewhere deep, deep, deep within your mind
There's a source of energy just…
…dying to feel alive
So keep your head up, take it day by day
The lord will be your friend when He lifts the weight away
Live your…
…life how you want, forget what they say
I'd give my life for you so you could have it your way
One of these days I'm going to…

…change
Wishing we're somewhere else, but not enough to change
[Chorus]
We're living in a ghost town
Dying just to break out…
…never looking back
We know there's nothing here to tie us down
Living in a ghost town
Living in a ghost town
[Verse 2]
I wanna…
…live like I'm alive now
Not gonna wait to situate and settle down
Not gonna wait to situate and settle down
[Chorus]
We're living…
…trying, at least I'm trying
to find some closure somewhere inside of this and I believe that it's down here somewhere.
you shouldn't be…
…alive
p.s I don't want to know what's been running through your mind
cause I've heard you're thoughts and I know you're sorry girl…
…seeing in my sleep and in my sleep is where I find peace of mind
I'm dying to hold you again but I know I can't, and its killing me…

…am finally somewhere that makes sense
I feel so fucked up
But I just wanna be fucked up with you
You just get it
I'm just so glad we're…
…friends
[Bridge: Ada Rook]
Sometimes I just wonder who I am
Sometimes I want to kill who I am
Sometimes I don't want to feel…
…never dared to dream
That I could ever feel safe
If I could tell myself
That I would feel alive again someday
Maybe I'd be okay…

…no use
That won't make it..
She be home with the kids, this is no way to live
What can I say?
I know it's surreal but I'm a hard headed still…
Do things my way..
And it's so strong, soo strong
It's like I'm dying..
Trying to hold on, my body says oh no oh out there..
Flying, the price that I…
…breaks the fall..
And it's so strong, so strong
It's like I'm dying..
Try to hold on, my body says oh no oh out there
Flying..
Sounds…

And it's so strong, so strong
It's like I'm dying
Trying to hold on
My body says oh-no, oh, out there
Flying, the price that I pay for the game that I…
…so strong
It's like I'm dying
Try to hold on
My body says oh-no, oh, out there
Flying
Sounds of the sufferers pray
I come home…
Get involved, remain to breathe
Ha! Woo!
If Marvin was alive now, wow
What would I say to him?
Where could I start?
How could I…

…look at it's equivalent to star gazin'
Think I'd rather be water-boarded (you feel me?)
Than to listen to what y'all recorded…
Ortiz]
Man I feel ruined inside
Somebody tell me what to do, I'm a guy
That loves music but I am truly through…
…I ain't complaining, I'm just saying though
There's no reason a musician should wanna watch a television
Instead of be listening to…

…out of time
I didn't want this to happen right now
About to flatline
My mother and my father are not here
I know they are divorcing but I'm…
…dying
Mathew, my brother, why are you here ?
I don't want you to see me dead
You won't be able to save me
Please don't…
…on my blood like leeches
Craving a time where it didn't have to be this difficult
Where I had not the feeling it was my fault
I'm sorry…
By Lil Darkie (2019)
On album GENOCIDE (2019)

…me momma, why we die?
I know why they hate me
Because I will not be shy!
“I just wanna fly Daedalus, I have to try!”
“No, do not be…
…write with
Stay outta fights
Tryna spit or you tryna gang bang
Pick a type
I don't wanna see no talented rappers dying to pipes
I…
Roll ya and tuck in smooth
Niggas wanna talk
I don't have the time
I be on the block
Meditating making rhymes
Uh, you be…

…just wanna fly Daedalus, I have to try!"
"No, do not be a fool Icarus, you flew too high!"
Son, move, get out of my way
He…
…don't wanna see no talented rappers dying to pipes
I won't front, N*gga whatchu want?
I just wanna see you stunt…
…a soldier
I'm making f*cking moves
Made of paper n*gga I'll fold ya
Roll ya and tuck in smooth
N*ggas wanna talk
I don't have the time
I be…

…[Verse]
And so it starts
I wish you wouldn't have to see me like this, down and out
I'm trynna get back on my feet before summer…
…don't feel the need to fill you in
Tell me if I ever crossed the line
You always do it and I tell you every time
You phone me…
…come alive
And now I avoid to talk
I'm just trynna do me
Let me get into the music
And keep conscious on my worry…

…make
To be real it ain't all about the radio play
Cos we all wanna bust, there just ain't no space
And the games dying, nobody's…
But they're try'n'a take away my freedom so I need to fight
Redesign your feeble mind and read the signs, be advised
Either I get it or I'm…
…the flipping demons that I'm dealing with
I know my life ain't the hardest but even if you envy what I got
And you wanna swap, we can switch…

NATO make
To be real it ain't all about the radio play
Cos we all wanna bust, there just ain't no space
And the games dying…
…humble and be polite
But she never saw what I saw on the streets at night
I just wanna see the light, raise a yout', feed my wife…
But they're try'n'a take away my freedom so I need to fight
Redesign your feeble mind and read the signs, be advised
Either I get it or I'm…