"im always trying to pretend to find something about you"

…about your fame I can see you drown in your own wake So pale, so thin you'd float away I see you trying so hard So…

…gotta bury them blind and then control what they find I'm hanging on a thread You know I'm ready to blow like I've told you I would…

Out of nothing you find your own authority Cleanse the water to send your holy blessings I'm flying solo, I'm falling so low…

…the good with the bad Even when you don't want it Something to always have with you For when you got attitude You'll recognize…

…and humming I might be jealous or something I might be telling you something I'm always asking but I don't receive Pen to…

…already figured I just have to find the signs Speaking into existence something simple every time Are you moving on or are you moving…

…the good with the bad Even when you don't want it Something to always have with you For when you got attitude You'll recognize…

…and humming I might be jealous or something I might be telling you something I'm always asking but I don't receive Pen to…

…already figured I just have to find the signs Speaking into existence something simple every time Are you moving on or are you…

… Not gonna lie, kid. I feel like a fool. I'm kinda relieved though. I don't need to pretend all of this matters to me anymore. We can't change…

…already forgot most of what I said, haha! So what's Phase Three about? You never told me, by the way. When are you gonna start? I'm…

…of? It's okay if you find this gross. I'm not going to judge you. That's why we're working together to bake something exclusive…

…created to be individual standards, you know. And we're trying to fit into a standard? It doesn't make any sense, you know. So now I'm…

…don't have to pretend and falcify, and you know, keep that posture. You know, you know, I can't, I'm just like...I'll never…

…in here. Only two-thirds is acceptable. I'm a whole person. You know. And that's everybody. You always talk about spiritual warfare…

…they try and pull a fast one Sometimes you can fix something by just screening your calls They're always trying to sell you something Sometimes…

…by just turning around Try a mid-course correction Sometimes you can fix something by just trying to cope With patience, tact…

…nothing like a good companion Sometimes you can fix something by just being alone Ya always seem to get more work done…

…this heavy load I don't know what to do The only thing I know is that I'm in love with you Oh Fly the wings of an eagle No matter how…

…du dop Ba du Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose You can plant any one of those Keep planting to find out which one grows…

…-forty hours in my day I've been trying to call you all day, 'cause I got so many things that I want to say I'm going crazy…

…tell you, but you look at me like Maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet, yesterday I cried You must have been relieved to…

Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean…

The season is already changing I think it's cool you do what you do And don't try to save me I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm…

…between like am I a unique artist or am I just like every other rapper singing trying to make it, right? [Verse] I'm losing myself to be something…

…beating The moment I stop writing lyrics with meanings The moment you notice I'm not even breathing. (Shhhhh) Why do I want you to…

Some days I just wanna cry Some days I get really tired My mind is a place where I'm caught up inside it Always deciding and trying to…

…won't be calling ourselves Trying to make you laugh Trying to find you on the internet But your last name's a ghost And your waist…

…is skinnier than mosts I am under attack By things to boring to complain about Let's pretend I'm in love Mother, Father We'll write…

…help Baby, Darling These are names we won't be calling ourselves Trying to make you laugh Trying to find you…

…not knowing what's become of you Are you proud of me now, I can't tell I'm not as fearless as you Still I pretend that you're still standing by To…

…again Now, there's nothing left but time Know that I'm following you Eva's always on my mind and it makes me wonder What happened to you…

…? You know it makes me wonder Still I pretend that you're still standing by to show me wrong from right And never let…

…and these are the eyes that I want you to remember. Oh. I need something to fly over my grave again. I need something to breathe. I will try not to…

…remember. Oh. (you will never see) I need something to fly (something to fly) over my grave again. (you…

…will never see) I need something to breathe. (something to breathe) Baby, don't shiver now. Why do you shiver now…

…don't know yourself Trying to look through others To find some satisfaction To find a reason not to repaint The canvas you were…

…maintain Who I really am, trying to keep sane And everyone can speak about Things they don't know So I welcome them to…

…they don't understand it I know they want to pretend like they do I know they speak about tragedy As if it's just something…

…[Verse 1: Victor-J] Tell me why you listen to my words? Can I really tell you something you have never heard? To be blind or to always…

…heart overflows so I write songs Hope somebody listens before I'm gone Trying to understand the road that I'm on I hope I get…

…an answer before I'm gone My heart overflows so I write songs Hope somebody listens before I'm gone Trying to understand the road that I'm…

…your rules I'm not afraid of you been those goons. I got something I got to say, fuck it, it's not even worth my time a day specially…

…relate is just service-based give-and-take The em Powering evils of the earth are trying to get a grip on my soul and it's about…

…take toll, no matter how positive that I Try and theres always something that's posing a threat, causing me to put up my defenses…