…the days I remember seem so far away
That's just a kid. That's what I miss. Just a kid
That's what I miss
Oh take me back, take me…
…back that day
Hello again
Its been too long
Too long
Too long
Hello again
You know you got what it is I want
Anyway I'm gonna take…
So how have you been?
Do you remember, lose everything
Funny I think how the time gets away
Funny how you take me right back again…
Chorus
Am I not a man and a brother?
Am I not Looking Back?
Smother me in all the colors
Bother me all you want
Just don't take…
…I hold so dear
It's only my fear
My name should have been some
But now I'm done
Chorus 2
Am I…
…dear
It's only my fear
My name should have been some
But now I'm done
Chorus 3
Am I not a man and a brother?
Am I not Looking…
…smooth
Your opponents don't even see you setting them a trap
You so conservative I bet you have a tattoo of an elephant on your back…
…to crush him as a stage
Marv the one trick pony, I don't have to check the tape
Dawg, we can tell you're boring just by looking at your name…
The little sisters of the poor versus Notre Dame
Or Lois Lane versus Roman Rains
You better ensure that he's insured
I am not what…
…grandfather, God, I'm so ashamed now
I hold my face down, I don't like eye contact
Don't gotta prove what kinda man I am…
…the audacity
I was in his grip until he lost grasp of me
God saved me
[Chorus: Rittz]
I done been to Hell
I done been to Hell and back…
…never have another sip of liquor
If a slip up happens, they like I don't practice what I preach
You was looking like was done with these
To me was I…
…value, looking at me as mispriced
Now I'm giving back space, letters I've mistyped
Feel like I've been misled, ain't finding…
…'Cause I feel like I'm starting to break
Looking in the mirror only seeing something I hate
Like, what the fuck happened to me? Why…
…done wearing the smile
I don't give a fuck if we talk or not
It's not like we have in a while
It's not like it matters to y'all
And I…
…what have I done to deserve this? How am I gonna get through? What have I, what have I, what have I…
…have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this? How am I gonna get through? (baby) What have I,…
…done to deserve this? How am I gonna get through? (baby) What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this? How…
I'm gonna holler at you for a second. Yo… I'm three months behind on the rent, nigga, and I am worried. Very worried. Go on, go to school and have…
…gonna go to China, and I'm gonna get those jobs from China and bring them back here to America.” For what, nigga? So i
Phones can…
…to wear Nikes. I don't want to make them shits. What the fuck are you doing? Stop trying to give us Chinese jobs. “I am going to bring back…
…the safety of his locked door.
What a fool he thought
I didn't realize that with all this time i spent looking out this window
You were…
…right there looking back at it.
At me, at this, at us.
I already had what you had been traveling these roads searching…
…can feel your love for me,
And i am whole.
I still have places to visit and mistakes to make in private
But take my home…
…will rise up and (What?)
Be triumphant 'cause when I'm looking at my legacy (Leg, I see)
Bunch of dogs tryna dry hump it
Like Triumph…
…not coming back, I done told ya
I told the woke me to go to sleep
But still, they keep on provoking me
They're hoping to see me…
…the shit they've underwent
I went AWOL like what my back was up against
Don't tell me 'bout struggle, bitch, I lived it
I…
…who's this?
DONALD
(a beat)
You called me
WOMAN (V.O)
This is the Callifax Collection Company. Who am I speaking with?
DONALD
I…
…know who you're looking for; he's not here
WOMAN(V.O)
Do you know where he can be reached?
DONALD
What month is it?
WOMAN (V.O…
…on the edge of the outdoor couch, using his computer
DONALD
Your girl woke me up
FAM
Who?
DONALD
Your girl
FAM
I don't have a girl here…
…who's this?
DONALD
(a beat)
You called me
WOMAN (V.O)
This is the Callifax Collection Company. Who am I speaking with?
DONALD
I…
…know who you're looking for; he's not here
WOMAN(V.O)
Do you know where he can be reached?
DONALD
What month is it?
WOMAN (V.O…
…on the edge of the outdoor couch, using his computer
DONALD
Your girl woke me up
FAM
Who?
DONALD
Your girl
FAM
I don't have a girl here…
…a place for me
I am gone
I am leavin' in the mornin'
What an angry and bitter fool am I
I have been much trouble then I'm worth
I have…
…back then
This time I might give in
Why am I waiting? How can I live it
So leave
Leave
AMAZING G.
Well she paid…
…and left to die
Can't resist my sweet allure
I am the cause and I am the cure
All your friends have left you
All your friends have gone…
…final moments are something I won't forget
I look back on my sacrifice smiling, no regret
Couldn't let senzu die…
…and a cuck
Hopefully now you understand this ain't a game
After I'm done with this everybody will know the name
[9:13 PM]
(Senzu)
Sorry am I late…
…and my friends not a chance even you Reversion
What happened to senzu? I'll have you know after years of thinking you're looking…
…and talked for hours
Every day, so many drinks
Such pretty flowers, so tell me
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What…
…what have I done to deserve this? We don't need to go to hell and back every night What have I, what have I, what have…
…need to go to hell and back every night What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this? What have I, what…
…and talked for hours
Every day, so many drinks
Such pretty flowers, so tell me
What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?
What…
…what have I done to deserve this? We don't need to go to hell and back every night What have I, what have I, what have…
…need to go to hell and back every night What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this? What have I, what…