"god knows that i don't deserve what you put me through"

…[Intro] I put my hand to the sky, I sing Grateful for the blessings you bring Thank you for the ones I love Forgive me…

…but not naïve I got no one to deceive Those that care about me know how I'm living My girl knows when I'm fake smiling Only person that ever saw…

…cry What did I do to deserve her? I don't know Didn't think she'd ever say she loved me When she said it something moved inside me…

…some fragrance that I don't even wear So if you want some loving I suggest you go back there Where you came from [Pre-Chorus] Day to day with you…

…is always something else Working my nerve, God knows that I don't deserve What you put me through cause I been so…

…is always something else Working my nerve, God knows that I don't deserve What you put me through cause I been so true to you For you to come at me…

…if those jokes bother me I got a Jonestown Massacre effect you don't wanna see Cause one deadly punch could put an end to your whole following…

…you're glue sniffing or you come to get work A Scottish sheppard from the highlands, that's what I deserve? You think you're…

…climb in through the tele window as you fuck her Just to tell her I got discounts on acupuncture Don't worry I'm not gonna leak…

…want, oh can't you tell me I promise you this feelings overwhelming Do you want God? (God!) Do you think that you prophesy, when you…

…shade on my name, just another reason to pray (I know what you want) You just wanna see me duck and dodge a demon, man I just…

…back in place, like I don't know what happened Everybody knows, you don't want no action I direct the choppa like…

Growing with you Lord knows I got growing to do Just so blessed I'm growing with you Girl let me grow with you Grow with you…

…how God works it, you helped me find my lost purpose when I felt worthless 'Cause I love you more than I love myself But through…

…can take you from me Cause I know you think of him often Just let me run my fingers through your hair Don't runaway, just let me…

…you've seen the dark And all of the hurt that You've had to endure I can't imagine going through What you went through And still making…

…it work So I, show you respect Because deep in my heart I know it's what you deserve Does it kill you when you See his face…

There must be constant Reminders around you Keeping that pain alive I don't mean to preach Lord knows that I've made mistakes But I…

…you've seen the dark And all of the hurt that You've had to endure I can't imagine going through What you went through And still making…

…it work So I, show you respect Because deep in my heart I know it's what you deserve Does it kill you when you See his face…

There must be constant Reminders around you Keeping that pain alive I don't mean to preach Lord knows that I've made mistakes But I, want…

…myself Don't cry for me Don't cry for me, I don't deserve it... I beg of you... I beg of you Don't cry for me, I don't…

…I disappointed you I'm a mess now... I don't ever wanna hear that you cried for me I don't ever wanna know that you hurt for me…

…to curk You really don't know what I been through You really don't know how much I put myself into We done came up, and we done went…

…[Verse 1: Tom Mac Donald] I'm not a asshole, that's my ego He knows me and you ain't equal Go ahead and call me Dee-bo I don't…

…I know what I'm worth, the life I deserve Is finally manifesting in my worth My mama told me I'll be famous I guess I've been…

…gotta go, yeah, yeah He just a crow, I'm still a pro I fuck his hoe, yeah, yeah I'm moody don't fuck with me I don't need you…

…a prophet (profit) And while you're at it, go pitch to a label I don't care how many peeps he knows or CEO's that sit at that…

…of confused I don't know if you have a time portal to use, but what the fuck? Was this guy born in a pool of primordial ooze…

…tip Now I don't really know what your policy is But that's a bitch move that I ain't really tolerant with Better fall…

…knocking on a do', I'm trying to bust right through So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you Now who am I, only…

…no telling what I just might be I get aggravated commit sins, and lust like you So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you…

…to bust right through So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you (*talking*) Yeah homie, I'm working on myself Just like you…

…knocking on a do', I'm trying to bust right through So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you Now who am I, only…

…no telling what I just might be I get aggravated commit sins, and lust like you So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you…

…to bust right through So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you (*talking*) Yeah homie, I'm working on myself Just like you…

Bruise on me, that's what I chase You mad it's all on your face Get over it like it's trace Get money, it's not a race I had…

…You know what I'm rockin' nigga, Louisville stand up (Wuntayk Timmy) Okay, rappers I don't have to bite them Pussy money, appetite…

…an op in traffic yeah you know I had the chrome Smoked them through the glass, I ain't talking 'bout a bone They say that…

So I got no bars today about whatever son is teaching I got no fake tales about what everybody's teaching But to tell you that I…

…made it through school with a ton of cheating You [?] eyes on my paper that I never [?] to read What? I will pay your girl…

…full of shit What? You gonna punk me? Or is it, "we don't tolerate that bully shit"? You try to toggle back and forth from villain…

…in many ways Instead its been 7 years but i'll never shed these tears for you You'll never understand what you put me through…

…thinking it was fine The more I tried now baby I push you away God knows me and you could never communicate And the anger and lies got…

Youll never understand what you put me through With these lives in your lies I saw my childrens eyes You know i should…