
…(Dedicated to all those who have suffered in silence)
A small diary found in a forgotten loft
Faded witness of distant times…
…adolescent recollections... invade my mind
A cold autumn day, a trip with my friends
A tormenting image... and that boy dressed in…
…black!
A cold autumn day, Lady Pain is here
An image of death, a scream in my head!
I fear that my feelings are useless
Our…

That no one's here for me
But there in a memory
That allows me to go back
And take a look at me
And cherish memories
Dear Diary
Long time…
…share with you
My precious memories (dear Diary)
You bring to the top
The girl I used to be
I cherish you
My dear diary (heard from…
…from me (dear Diary)
I share with you
My precious memories (long time, no see)
You bring to the top (long time)
The girl I used…

…the bookshelf with trembling fingers and an old, crumbling note.
The notes were a compilation of my father's handwritten diary. He recorded his…
…experiences with his friends in high school. Every day wasn't recorded. Sometimes he skipped a month. Blood stained some pages. I knew…
…when I was about to close the diary. On top of the many words, in the spaces between the lines, were the things my father decided…

…not much good with people, I've been alone in all the places I lived in
But fate had forgiven my shortcomings
and brought something forth from…
…ringing another old guy
But when I reached the third line what a surprise
It was the first time in my whole life…
…the same room
Filled with the stuff I had tossed around
And then I found in plain view
What seemed to be a diary
Sittin' beside my…

…just wanna jump out the window and stop time
[Chorus]
I just wanna let you in
Inside my thoughts and what I'm feeling
If life's a book, then my…
…hearts a pen
Im giving you a chance to read into me
Welcome to my diary
Oh oh
[Interlude 2]
I try my best…
…not to show it even though sometimes
I can get unhappy
I'm a kid and no matter what you think
I'm mature to some extent
Because Im in…

…fucked up when there's nothing in your fridge//
And your kid wanna go to get some shit//
But you're too drunk to dip the whip//
Cuz…
…and rivalry steams up what driving me//
Splits at the seams, having fits in my dreams//
And my diary spits out and screams 'why'd you lie…
…need of sobriety//
But having fun is part of my notoriety//
An interagal part of my place in society//
Losin' the boozin's like losin…

On Monday I took a flower
Dried it in my hand
Covered it in poison
And I threw it on the land
On wasted ground…
…it tried to root
But choked upon the sand
And there's room in my diary for you, my friend
And there's room in my diary for you
On Tuesday I took…
…it to the wind
And there's room in my diary for you, my friend
And there's room in my diary for you
On Wednesday I took a man
He begged…

This is my life and this is how it reads
For every chapter, a thousand memories
A murder, a mystery where everybody bleeds…
A fantasy, a thriller with romance and disease
Diary entry 9th of May '62
We've had some ugly babies but none were quite like you
Diary…
…entry '62 end of May
It looks as if the nose and chin are definitely here to stay
They're here to stay, they're here to stay
If my…

This is my life and this is how it reads
For every chapter, a thousand memories
A murder, a mystery where everybody bleeds…
A fantasy, a thriller with romance and disease
Diary entry 9th of May '62
We've had some ugly babies but none were quite like you
Diary…
…entry '62 end of May
It looks as if the nose and chin are definitely here to stay
They're here to stay, they're here to stay
If my…

…Some people confide in the person that they sleep with
I've learned there's no such thing as a secret (oh)
I can't describe…
…rather just speak to you privately
Maybe it's my mood, as far as I can see
There's really no point in…
…could you ignore something so plain to see?
I'm being ig'nant, that get on my nerves every minute
What's plain to some…

…Some people confide in the person that they sleep with
I've learned there's no such thing as a secret (oh)
I can't describe…
…rather just speak to you privately
Maybe it's my mood, as far as I can see
There's really no point in…
…could you ignore something so plain to see?
I'm being ig'nant, that get on my nerves every minute
What's plain to some…

…the Group Home without the Premo beats
And it hurts my soul
I'm a Warrior so though the odds is against a nigga, Dirk gon' choke
Some…
…of me
I'd rather just speak to you privately
Maybe its my mood, as far as I can see
There's really no point in…
…could you ignore something so plain to see?
I'm being ig'nant, that get on my nerves every minute
What's plain to some…

…Some people confide in the person that they sleep with
I've learned there's no such thing as a secret (oh)
I can't describe…
…of me
I'd rather just speak to you privately
Maybe it's my mood, as far as I can see
There's really no point in…
…the same as me
How could you ignore something so plain to see?
I'm being ig'nant, that get on my nerves every minute
What's plain to some…

THE LEGGY BURZUM FAN DID IT FOR ME
WHEN SHE SENT THE PICTURES OF HER TINY ASS
NESTLING SNUGLY IN A MINI-BIKINI FROM ETAM…
EVER USED A DENTAL DAM?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET HIV?
MAKE YOURSELF COMFORTABLE IN MY COSY OFFICE OF TOYS
AND I'LL TEACH YOU…
…?
IGNORANT LITTLE BITCH
GOATISH GREYBEARD
O.K., WE'LL LISTEN TO SOME MAKE-OUT MUSIC
LUXURIATE TOGETHER IN THE DELICIOUS DIGITAL…

…right by Oglethorpe
Equipped to let that K off, drag racing in the motorsport (Skrrt, skrrt)
Holes inside my shoes…
…all on my word, ain't gotta buy it
I'm Louis V'd down to my socks up to my head, I'm living violent
She in the back like Rosa…
…this Ruger or this nine mill' (Oh yeah)
I'm reminiscing passing time wishing that I could press rewind
I got a check up on my mind while I…