
…from the depths of this hell too many times
[Cambatta]
Around the age of 5 was the very last time
I looked my father…
…in the eyes before the nigga bounced
I was bout 6 when I seen my momma get her wig split
By some nigga she let in the house
I was 7 when I…
…was good times
I was 10 when I lost my best friend to a stray bullet
That I heard was fired out that same 9
11 when I learned…

Mama had my sister at the age of 18
10 years later had my older brother
Mama met my father somewhere in between
2 years later…
…but understanding
Understood that my pops had a problem with drinking
Since I was little
I was 8 or 9 when pops banged my head…
…and forth
Switched schools to one
That pops could afford
I had always been a quiet lil boy
But in my mind there was war
Started experiencing…

…I fucking suck at singing
Life is rough
[x2]
And i can't control where my mind goes
Don't know if i should follow it
And if i…
…follow it would you follow me
Ill give all to you
You have all of me
And if i loose my way will you get lost with me
[Verse 1]
I feel…
…that there is none there whole livings is to focus So that don't fucking care
Then i hope that someone cares
I've lost my mind but I…

…think I cannot take it
My inner, I conceive of reality is so naked.
But that's in your head.
No, because I fast…
…is why I need that pretty penny
other than that?
My spirit is training for the fighting in this lost world
Word to Michael Crichton…
…shed some tears
But that goes back to the days when I was young working in at Sears.
Why?
Cause I saw it then, although my thoughts…

…this she was still stuck livin in strife
She met me and my homie Kevin
Way back when think I was a freshman
We were her first friends here now we're…
…was still stressin
I would have never known til a year later when she confessed it
See it wasn't just us three…
…of hope I thought had died in me
You once inspired me thats when I knew that I was down for you
Whipe your frown my boo…

…[Chorus: Kiizzy]
Where somebody's lost, I have been found
Solving problems using my work-arounds
The biggest things…
…: Kiizzy]
Where somebody's lost, I have been found
Solving problems using my work-arounds
The biggest things…
…and you wouldn't do the same
You've grown up, You're different
I'm older, I changed
When we get older our youth succumbs to our age
Living…
By Deviates (1998)
On album My Life (2000)

…got my opportunity
i remember
when i think of my youth, i don't remember you, you weren't there
you didn't care, you still don't…
…couldn't see no you couldn't feel, wake up from the dream just to find its real, yeah i remember
my mind was full of hate, my heart…
…care
what you think you saw, you didn't see, & what you wanna be, you're never gonna be
my life is not gonna be that way, when i…
…palm and watch it trickle to the floor
Nations and lords, ministers and courts
I need 21 or more before the age of 24
Bring a penny for my…
…thoughts, 20 for my mind
A dozen for my brothers and 100 for my time
You're giving 50 or 40, I put 100 in my lines
Give me…
…goodbye
And no diss to them, but when I see my friends
I make 'em know that there's much more to life than the ends
[Verse 4…

…to take a journey into Tragedy's past
When I was one adopted by Michael Chapman
This was years before I started rappin
My father held…
…died a 18 and that's the age of me
I escaped the cage where your brother is your enemy
And cops turn misdemeanors…
…the Intelligent Hoodlum
[Verse 3]
I have the mind, the intellect of Einstein
A poet using my art for design
Destroyin adversaries when I…

…to take a journey into Tragedy's past
When I was one adopted by Michael Chapman
This was years before I started rappin
My father held…
He died a 18 and that's the age of me
I escaped the cage where your brother is your enemy
And cops turn misdemeanors…
…the Intelligent Hoodlum
[Verse 3]
I have the mind, the intellect of Einstein
A poet using my art for design
Destroyin adversaries…

…to take a journey into Tragedy's past
When I was one adopted by Michael Chapman
This was years before I started rappin
My father held…
He died a 18 and that's the age of me
I escaped the cage where your brother is your enemy
And cops turn misdemeanors…
…the Intelligent Hoodlum
[Verse 3]
I have the mind, the intellect of Einstein
A poet using my art for design
Destroyin adversaries…

…to take a journey into Tragedy's past
When I was one adopted by Michael Chapman
This was years before I started rappin
My father held…
…died a 18 and that's the age of me
I escaped the cage where your brother is your enemy
And cops turn misdemeanors…
…the Intelligent Hoodlum
[VERSE 3]
I have the mind, the intellect of Einstein
A poet using my art for design
Destroyin adversaries…
By Raxstar (2013)
On album Ego (2013)

…[Verse 2 : Raxstar]
How many times have I done this
Since 2005 I have run this
Maybe I'm out of my mind but I want…
…fly out in the clouds with the thunder
Astounding when you see the crowd in a wonder
Fire still burning I found my hunger
I was lost…
…their blessing
Loved music since age 11
And 18 years later she stayed a best friend
I believe when they say it's destined
Ain't mad at anybody who…

…[Verse 1]
14 years old
Lost hope when my pops stopped breathing
Give a fuck about my mom
I'll off myself for this damn reason…
…the king
First time I held a pistol I was aiming at "These Dreamz"
With a girl right on my mind
I thought I'd give her a ring
Tripping I was for sure
But my…
…mental knows growth
I think 3 times my age
I wanted her for her soul
These niggas wanted her body
I wanted…

…[Intro: Jay IDK]
I'm so high
Right now
That I feel like if I look down I might
Pass out
Marijuana has taken over my mind
Some how…
Forget my actions and thoughts
Worries are gone
Priorities are lost
And I ain't trying to come down
[Verse 1: Jay IDK]
Uh
So then I…
…it one more time, now I'm high
Then do it again
[Verse 2: Jay IDK]
9th grades when I had my first J
I went to school gone off…