"You don't know how hard it is, when the mums don't know where the father is"

…land of Rambos, Acid, samurais and handguns Where it's "Fuck dads" and thank mum, but me, I'm my dad's son Ain't hard to see my father in me The…

…never claimin' a gang I never know moral compass, I became detached I'm just a outsider inside, outlinin' things I'm surrounded by This time the outcome is insight to how…

…with a job Who gets to tell us what a soldier is? Middle eastern children molested You run the clip on the news and then we get over it…

…late, but better late than never Yeh Driving through the hood, thinking how fucked it is Like how the fuck can anybody…

…that gun So you duck and you run, and all you thinking is they come to my mums; are they dumb? And the cycle goes on, and the riding don't…

…ends Cos where was everybody when you need them? The hoods fucked yeh I see it now, I'm just pissed I couldn't see it then It's like…

…slums, where the devil makes work for them idol fingers and thumbs, firing guns, taking sums for their mums, so I'm saying…

…'I love you now mum' just in case tomorrow don't come,this life is no fun, it's got me stuck in the pressure for months, I'm…

…same but we don't see the same we've seen it over, you see me soldier, everyone's talking bout skullys like their moulder, I don't…

…a man was about What if he wasn't 8 when he became the man of the house Where would he be now? Disciplined, smarter Mums wouldn't have kicked…

…him out for lookin' just like her partner Instead when she glance at her son? It's a reminder of the beatings that he gave her How…

…don't know what it was Maybe I miss my dad All the things I never had, making me mad In a world that says you don't have? You're…

…i'm just sayin' its mad Cos cuz? Been 15 and suicidal sad I don't know what it was Maybe I miss my dad All the things I never…

…had, making me mad In a world that says you don't have? You're basically bad If we have half the parents Are we half the person then? Has it…

…always been like this? Is this the curse of men? But then again, even if they stayed together I don't know…

…never did it i'm just sayin' its mad Cos cuz? Been 15 and suicidal sad I don't know what it was Maybe I miss my dad All the things I…

…never had, making me mad In a world that says you don't have? You're basically bad If we have half the parents Are we half the person then? Has it…

…always been like this? Is this the curse of men? But then again, even if they stayed together I don't know…

…never did it i'm just sayin' its mad Cos cuz? Been 15 and suicidal sad I don't know what it was Maybe I miss my dad All the things I…

…never had, making me mad In a world that says you don't have? You're basically bad If we have half the parents Are we half the person then? Has it…

…always been like this? Is this the curse of men? But then again, even if they stayed together I don't know…

…never did it i'm just sayin' its mad Cos cuz? Been 15 and suicidal sad I don't know what it was Maybe I miss my dad All the things I…

…never had, making me mad In a world that says you don't have? You're basically bad If we have half the parents Are we half the person then? Has it…

…always been like this? Is this the curse of men? But then again, even if they stayed together I don't know…

…cope by repressing all of it Is it all a myth or reality? How can it be? When you're right here next to me? Chorus: I got the…

…and you'll never let you go Even if it is just me and you, the world alone Heard your father the pastor Doesn't want his daughter Falling…

…love and you'll never let you go Even if it is just me and you, the world alone Heard your father the pastor Doesn't want…

…tyna burn me, but i fire back Wallahi if i ever said i love you, then i meant it all my brothers know i ride till my tires flat We…

…smile a lot, more time the moods sad It's like i lost my self, i don't know this new adz I broke my fast eight times during Ramadan…

…How i'm living is haram I phoned up my mum like "mum i'm about to open up a shop" she said son "you need to open the Quran" Mummy's…

…ain't my (type) You won't be in my (life) [Verse 2] This is something that I feel like I gotta talk about The…

…no moving on I really don't know how I met Kourtney,I met Sammy Those girls were really great They wasted my time like the 21 Presidential…

…candidates What is wrong,I don't know Good deeds I done them all I'm in good books with Karma but I took the cookie from Malah Gotta…

…shoulder, osteosarcoma For anyone don't know, sounds like I need a heart donor But I been diagnosed with a cancer that you won't find…

Overstand what I'm saying How can a 3 year old hold my hand through this mayhem [Chorus] Too much to live for I don't wanna miss you…

…next conversation It's hard being a mum, with death confirmation Back on the chemo it's not working though No one wants to work when its…

…shoulder, osteosarcoma For anyone don't know, sounds like I need a heart donor But I been diagnosed with a cancer that you won't find…

Overstand what I'm saying How can a 3 year old hold my hand through this mayhem [Chorus] Too much to live for I don't wanna miss you…

…next conversation It's hard being a mum, with death confirmation Back on the chemo it's not working though No one wants to work when its…

…shoulder, osteosarcoma For anyone don't know, sounds like I need a heart donor But I been diagnosed with a cancer that you won't find…

Overstand what I'm saying How can a 3 year old hold my hand through this mayhem [Chorus] Too much to live for I don't wanna miss you…

…next conversation It's hard being a mum, with death confirmation Back on the chemo it's not working though No one wants to work when its…

…[Intro] "I wanna show you something" She said As if I had built up enough trust in her To the point where she could show me The…

…"I don't feel like lookin'" Like the uninterested type So I say "A'ight, show that sh*t." But a little more respect and reservation It…

…been there from the beginning if I could be there right now If I could promise to be there when you need me, would it…