By URLtv
On album Soul Survivor
…my finger on the trigger ‘til it turn blue
That means it's gon' get ultraviolet per pull
You squirt tools? Is this some kind of…
…at home, J
So you should try to get Jersey back because of O, J
No way I would ever lose to JC
It's just way too many ways for me to…
…either
But it's hopeless John, see tonight I need you to get focused John
I had violence on my mind when I wrote this, John
Leave…

I'll try to get your attention so I can clear my name
(I know you don't care) because I've seen my picture on your dartboard…
…innocent
Get out of the way
You say that you can't move
We'll drag you away to rot in your test tube
Congratulate me just when you…
…die
The decadence coerces you in zines & books & movies
I know I'm right this time
Get out of the way
You say that you can't move and threaten to…
…go all out
I'm already in and I'm out of my mind
I find myself trying to find myself
Talking to myself, by myself all of…
…in the arse with ice poles
I've a death wish, I don't want to die old
I've got mad thought running inside of my skull
Head gone, head look good head blown…
…tunes
I've been round the world to too many places
I can't see the life with dust in my trainers
Infact what you see on the pavement is the behaviour of…

…as lonely as them, whatever's holy takes hold of my head
Wash off the phony, my father is phoning again
Only to ask if I'm coping, I do not reply, I…
…they do
Got arrogant online, 'cause you have to be hated
Then it backfired in my face, feel like someone inside of me trying to…
…me shooting myself in the head
I just put it to them, pop one
All I've got is one shot son
You rappers are pop tarts
You chatting to…

…rap? Acting like I matter when in fact I'm out of touch
Not a bastard, but looking up sometimes feels backwards
If you wanna hate, then you…
…I've gotta stay ready
But it still befuddles me. The illusion of it
Who you proving to who you are?
Only you coul see…
…
.....and the assets (juggling) of what would otherwise make me (my sanity?) attractive? (Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to…

…that Conan's out... you like white people or do you not?
[Conan comes back]
CONAN: Let me get this straight, I just gonna go in myself, we…
…whats going on!
CUBE: You wanna see your friend again, you get here with a bag full of money, bitch
CONAN: We're gonna put his head…
…: Kick-talk, I don't know, I never got this far
CUBE: Alright lets get out
ANTHONY: I need to show you how much you owe me…

…that Cube knows about
HART: Just get it, just get it baby!
CONAN: I'm trying!
[Conan gets out of the car]
HART: Hey now…
…that Conan's out... you like white people or do you not?
[Conan comes back]
CONAN: Let me get this straight, I just gonna go in myself, we…
…?
HART: Kick-talk, I don't know, I never got this far
CUBE: Alright lets get out
ANTHONY: I need to show you how much you owe me…

…ever been paid in sex?
ANTHONY: Uh, not to my knowledge, sir.
CONAN: Would you take sex as a payment?
ANTHONY: Yeah, why…
…on!
CUBE: You wanna see your friend again, you get here with a bag full of money, bitch.
CONAN: We're gonna put his head…
…don't know, I never got this far.
CUBE: Alright lets get out.
ANTHONY: I need to show you how much you owe me though.
CUBE…

…won't leave no evidence
My mix-tape was free; tell me how the hell I'm selling it
Sell it to appeal to the women?
I've been real…
I'm trying to provide with the one thing I can do in this life
So before I finish up this for my avid listener
To my own art I've…
…my tongue would get numb
I've come to dead some, y'all don't want to be next up
Don't want to see Red Rum, best run when death…

…get lost in like a maze
But I'm amazed at how Im no longer affraid
I'm not okay, no words to say
Trying to portray
My strength so…
…cannot cry
Even though everyone says it's alright
I won't even allow myself to do it at night
When I'm alone and hold my covers…
…not a believer
Hit me head on like a blunt force trauma
I feel like I dieing from internal bleeding
You'll understand my pain if you get…

…feel like I'm standing with an army
Of men armed with weapons
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I love lying next to you
I could do…
…on the dashboard, just chipped a nail
Lean out the window that's when I yell
Driving so fast 'bout to piss on myself (x2)
Police want to get him…
Just like a robber
And smile for the camera
Damn, I feel awesome
Push it open little more
Gotta get it open
[Pre-Chorus]
You would…

…fuckin say it, then the voice gon' to
He's so vile and demeaning, ain't got nothing to lose
How the fucking shit would that feel to you…
…solution is overdosing on yo meds
You're not fucked up
You just got struggles like we all do
And you don't need me to say that to get that through to you…
…-It can get really hard to approach people especially when you feel you have problems all the time
But… y'know… y-you can talk to…

…was daydreaming, smoking weed out the curtain
Looking at my baby like rah, I'm just a burden
I'm trying hard but nothing seems to be working
I feel…
…level bro)
Charlie, Charlie bro
(Na I'm serious bro, I swear, I said at the top, you're one of my favourites, you are, like I listen to…
Olympus falling, crazy church songs singing in my head
Mummy bailing me out saying "Son, it's gonna be prison or death"
Pain…
By Novocation (2019)
On album Suburbia (2019)

…[Intro: Keats]
I've been uh… trying to find the right way to put it like…
I don't really know how to… how to…
…say this in the right but um…
I'm just trying to find… trying to find something
I've been looking for while um… but it just hasn't come to…
…just the way life goes on please get me out of this atmosphere
When I'm more connected to myself with no reality man
[Chorus…

…)
And we showed up late to the party again (Like we do)
I get so high, my feet can't touch the ground (But they do)
And I've never…
…write lines 'cause it made me feel alright on the bad days (The bad days)
So, most days, you won't ever capture my feng shui…
…: Cyrus]
(You're headlines)
Yeah, and I just been surviving
You know I've been trying, you know I've been trying
(You're headlines…