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Early next morning I got a call from Kim
Bitch woke me up at like 6:00 AM (six in the morning)
She was comin' down from a 6 day…
…to hang
But Rosetta moved home an' I'm out in the rain
I want a big, freak fat and sloppy
I keep goin' back to watch her mop me
Two…
…knitted me a quilt and we sipped tea
But she only wanted dick hole from me
There's another freak named Sally May
I met her ass…

…die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the…
…next one
[Chorus]
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain…
…is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak…

…freak
I am the clown you wish that you could be, you could be
Circus freak
I'll do a number while they torture me, torture me
Set me…
…be another day
And other day, I wash away the pain
I am the show
A walking monster that you wanna know
I'm nothing that you've ever…
Forced to perform
It's me, I'm crying
Make sure you pack your f*cking camera
I've got a lot of things to show ya
Circus freak
I am the…

…that feeling?
Sure
When I get it
What does any good
Is to jump into a cap and go to Tiffany's
Calms me down right away
[Verse: Deja…
…writer
I won't lay down and die, I am a fighter
I am a rider
I will hit the sky
I am a flyer
[Chorus 1: Reuben Walton…
…: Reuben Walton]
-dood-dood”
And I'm like “Where you from, Billerica?
Either way you better not spill the liquor
You ain't a cop and I…

…[Verse 1]
Some say that I'm trash and have the nerve to say my shit is garbage
All this pain, no mind, and blow me off like a…
…in this sneaker
Runnin' high, no I am people, I mean pepper but whatever
Like the devil get a fever and they say that I'm on fire
But I swear…
…and make 'em work for me
And so I'm standin' pimpin'
Call me a rap behemoth, seepin' from beneath the streets
And let me see you…
By Xombie
On album Balance EP

…I live in a pyramid
Octagonal prism, persistent optimism
Dont know the definition of pessimism
Wisdom helped me pursue…
Feel happiness precipitate
Another trip to the psych ward
Back spasms trucked me like a Ford
Frightful experiences I can't afford…
…if you're weak
Take it week by week
Don't look at my beak
Maybe I'm a freak
Focus on my streak
Purple stripe geek
Catch me at Creek
Safety with a…

…way
I can take a little insult, I don't need to be lied to
But if you've believed it your whole life then who am I to say it's…
…not true?
You can run away from the blinding light of freedom
And I can stay at home and reconsider what I've given
If life is but a…
But I've never been the type to just forget about the pain
Well, when you leave me far behind, you'll have to take your pick
Do you wanna…

…kit-kat this is boom bap
Emcee Lyrically I am all that
Manifesting Elevation Loving Optimistically. Yea Yea
Starve a woman like me
I'll…
…heat
Call me deadbeat gaby cuz i murder every beat
Take a seat
Uh
Breakdowns
Straight down
For anything long as gang with me…
…suicide and depression
Crucified with a suit and tie like heath ledger
I unify from the brutal ties in a tribe i…

…world wants to take away and pry from me
It seems like motherfuckers hating me 'cause I am me
But I am me and I…
…will not change
I've fought my battles and I've felt my pain
I've felt like a freak, I'm completely insane
It feels like it doesn't matter what I…
…escape from all the things I've felt
[Bridge:]
Write my pain down, relieve my stress
Pause for a second and take a few deep…

But still you say that I'm the freak
And I guess that's fine with me
"But he's probably had a long, long day"
She's thinking in the…
…tries to calm the sound
"How am I to sleep?" he screams and slaps her down
But now take your time before you grieve
And keep your…
…speak
Better yet just turn a cheek
Watch your interest growing weak
But still you say that I'm the freak
And I guess that's fine with me…

Yo, Can I give you the heart of me? You can rip out the rest of me
Here take what is left of me
Heavenly father I'll be better I…
…take what is left of me
Heavenly father I'll be better I promise
Shit, I better be honest
I'm in over my head
My true friends live in a…
…for our fuck ups
I'm one to run my gob
I blame the way I am
Cause of the place I'm from
I blame my mother for the way I suffered
I blame…

…-Steez]
I love the way you love me baby
Especially when you find my spots
I just wanna take away all you pain
I love the way you…
…that black on black crime babe)
[Chorus: J-Steez]
I love the way you love me baby
Especially when you find my spots
I just wanna take away all you…
…way you love me baby
Especially when you find my spots
I just wanna take away all you pain
I love the way you love me baby…

…[Intro]
This really never sees nobody that I know
What train am I supposed to be taking?
No clue
Fuck
Where the fuck is my Metro…
…don't know
Get the fuck away from me
I don't even know what to say, fuck, I'll just breathe, just breathe
Fuck outta here
Just…
…I hear the whispers from my walls
And they try to encourage me
To take my life, run away
But I know that they scared of me
Cyanide…

…and bringing my a-game, hit em with the millimeter when i get to chopping em' coming and bringing the pain"
Weez:
Fresh off the xan, and i…
…self of steam
I have too much pride to let yall bring me to my knees
Im a cannibal gorilla from the congo
Ill hit you with the…
…last person on earth should spend his days, cuz in my head, it's only me, but when I'm on the outside, I bust like a freak, I pick up the pen and the…

…back, and bringing my a-game, hit em with the millimeter when i get to chopping em' coming and bringing the pain"
Weez:
Fresh off the xan, and i…
…self of steam
I have too much pride to let yall bring me to my knees
Im a cannibal gorilla from the congo
Ill hit you with the…
…last person on earth should spend his days, cuz in my head, it's only me, but when I'm on the outside, I bust like a freak, I pick up the pen and the…