"Oh my god ive tried and tried i wish i would just die"

…will wear the coat Just let me clear my throat so I can say what's been delayed away Let me fall into your lap and just lay here…

…to be pressed against mine Your smile pressed against mine Well I feel it (yeah) Well I feel it (oh boy) Well I feel it (oh my) And…

It still exists pale and fine. I can't dismiss And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain And…

…enough, i'm done, i can't take anymore,- God i've tried my best to be faithful but what did you forsaken me for?... I often wonder do…

…revenue,- I just wanted to live peacefully in my environment and enjoy life but i didn't have a'''clue 'n never knew,- That there would…

…voice* I've had enough, i'm done, i can't take anymore,- God i've tried my best to be faithful but what did you forsaken me…

…to make this right. Surely if I fell from these... I've held these tears a hundred times. The bottles are full and its my time…

…to shine. Would you believe me if I told you... It was my time to die. I've wished for this all night. So show yourself, I will fight, I…

…at me with everything with everything you're made of. Come at with everything you've got. All my life, I've waited for the day, When I could just…

…nudist colony Tom: That would be grose, you tried that in our bus one time Mark: I tried to start our own nudist colony in our bus and…

…a bent weiner Tom: My dad's weiner was bigger than mine then and still is Mark: I want everyone here to scream: fuck you Tom we…

…boner, my boner just died, I had one and now it's gone Mark: Please I saw your boobs and my wiener ran away. Mark: Hey hey hang…

…they developed my brand Said that we should just enjoy ourselves before I did I had a chip on my shoulder, every beat was my dip And…

…times to even recollect and now I just collect when I have to Underpaid, disrespected, nowadays I'm my own Collective President of my…

…nothing good can last Think about the future I've rejected, friends that I've neglected And how my whip is running out of gas I hear…

…on you for nothing at all Brighter than eleven suns, this the first, where my funds? EBT, that's the card I thank God, I thank God…

…wish you would call Cause lately it feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all I'm sorry for calling and bawling, I'm all in And I…

…to answer or whatever. Just wondering how things are going. Jenn and I aren't together anymore. Living on my own, you know. Anyway…

…I wish you would call 'Cause lately it feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all I'm sorry for calling and bawling, I'm all in And I…

Brothers and sisters that hit me up just to reminisce Meanwhile people outside of my blood asking for favors I don't owe you a f*cking…

…to answer or whatever. Just wondering how things are going. Jenn and I aren't together anymore. Living on my own, you know. Anyway…

…on you for nothing at all Brighter than eleven suns, this the first, where my funds? EBT, that's the card I thank God, I thank God…

…wish you would call Cause lately it feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all I'm sorry for calling and bawling, I'm all in And I…

…to answer or whatever. Just wondering how things are going. Jenn and I aren't together anymore. Living on my own, you know. Anyway…

…time Sometimes I wake up next to you And I wonder if you knew That you would change my life with just one kiss That you would…

…be the one I'd fall in love with I've been running and hiding So scared of love But every time you look into my eyes And every time you…

…I turn back the pages Shouting might have been the answer What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart? But now I'm…

…no facts all fiction my future I was guessing Would end up scarred up and all cut From the head, toes. Dead foes Laying all in my…

Ain't talking cash I'm talking yu-gi-oh cards I stand behind every man even if a wo's attached with it Wouldn't wish my life upon…

…in everything you do Just in case you needed to pull out you got something left I created my base form, 25%, 50%, 75% I then made it a wish…

…eleven suns, this the first, where my funds? EBT, that's the card I thank God, I thank God, but it's hard, but it's hard God damn…

…god damn, we at it again Me and my homies that know me blowing up like the Taliban Yeah, my stress up, but I'm blessed up Fuck…

…wish you well, well, I wish you would call Cause lately you feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all I'm sorry for calling and…

…[Chorus] When I grow up, I just want to pay my bills Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah) I just want to make a couple mil' Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh…

…yeah) I just want to sign a record deal Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh, yeah) Might not be the best in my…

…to sign a record deal Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh, yeah) Might not be the best in my field But I guarantee that I'ma die real When I…

…won And my daughter don't know what I could've become Or wish I would be if I didn't step up and I pray that they don't [Hook…

…to anyone unless they still know me So it's me with this pen And this be for my homie Brainsyck the mission I wish upon stars When I (?) and record and…

…if there wasn't this fortress stuck in this portrait Oh, but my life is so different I Inherit this thought that I wish to die I am so scared that I…

…is precious, she is frankincense and myrrh And only my Louison is as beautiful as her Both All the pleasures of the earth I'd give If I could…

…? (The villagers laugh at the idea. Then, a hush falls over them) Oh my God! Is it possible it's him? Oh my God! Could…

…it me the answer to our prayers? Guillaume Oh my God! Is it who I'm thinking of? Celestine Think what it would mean Ernestine Is it really true…

…been doubting everything around me, God vindicate my ways One by one I see them come: the monsters to be named They stand and fall, they walk and…

…some alone, some side by side Oh God, I wish I could have been there the day that Moses hit the stone A man blessed…

…of from all these thunder clouds above And oh God oh yes I love you, but right now i'm mad as hell I am your friend God, please remember…